Ifmygodsonhadbeenanolderman,andmorefixedinanydefinitegroove,thisiswhatIshouldhavedone,buthewasstillveryyoung,andmorethancommonlyunformedforhisage。If,again,I
hadknownofhisillnessIshouldnothavedaredtolayanyheavierburdenonhisbackthanhehadtobearalready;butnotbeinguneasyabouthishealth,Ithoughtafewyearsofroughingitandofexperienceconcerningtheimportanceofnotplayingtrickswithmoneywoulddohimnoharm。SoIdecidedtokeepasharpeyeuponhimassoonashecameoutofprison,andtolethimsplashaboutindeepwaterasbesthecouldtillIsawwhetherhewasabletoswim,orwasabouttosink。InthefirstcaseIwouldlethimgoonswimmingtillhewasnearlyeight-and-twenty,whenIwouldpreparehimgraduallyforthegoodfortunethatawaitedhim;inthesecondI
wouldhurryuptotherescue。SoIwrotetosaythatPryerhadabsconded,andthathecouldhave100poundsfromhisfatherwhenhecameoutofprison。Ithenwaitedtoseewhateffectthesetidingswouldhave,notexpectingtoreceiveananswerforthreemonths,forIhadbeentoldonenquirythatnolettercouldbereceivedbyaprisonertillafterhehadbeenthreemonthsingaol。IalsowrotetoTheobaldandtoldhimofPryer’sdisappearance。
Asamatteroffact,whenmyletterarrivedthegovernorofthegaolreadit,andinacaseofsuchimportancewouldhaverelaxedtherulesifErnest’sstatehadallowedit;hisillnesspreventedthis,andthegovernorleftittothechaplainandthedoctortobreakthenewstohimwhentheythoughthimstrongenoughtobearit,whichwasnowthecase。InthemeantimeIreceivedaformalofficialdocumentsayingthatmyletterhadbeenreceivedandwouldbecommunicatedtotheprisonerinduecourse;IbelieveitwassimplythroughamistakeonthepartofaclerkthatIwasnotinformedofErnest’sillness,butIheardnothingofittillIsawhimbyhisowndesireafewdaysafterthechaplinhadbrokentohimthesubstanceofwhatIhadwritten。
Ernestwasterriblyshockedwhenheheardofthelossofhismoney,buthisignoranceoftheworldpreventedhimfromseeingthefullextentofthemischief。Hehadneverbeeninseriouswantofmoneyyet,anddidnotknowwhatitmeant。Inreality,moneylossesarethehardesttobearofanybythosewhoareoldenoughtocomprehendthem。