Ifhewastogetthebitbetweenhisteethafterhehadgotordainedandboughthisliving,hewouldplaymorepranksthaneverhe,Theobald,haddone。Thefact,doubtless,ofhisbeingordainedandhavingboughtalivingwouldgoalongwaytosteadyhim,andifhemarried,hiswifemustseetotherest;thiswashisonlychanceand,todojusticetohissagacity,Theobaldinhisheartdidnotthinkveryhighlyofit。
WhenErnestcamedowntoBattersbyinJune,heimprudentlytriedtoopenupamoreunreservedcommunicationwithhisfatherthanwashiswont。ThefirstofErnest’ssnipe-likeflightsonbeingflushedbyMrHawke’ssermonwasinthedirectionofultra-evangelicalism。
TheobaldhimselfhadbeenmuchmoreLowthanHighChurch。Thiswasthenormaldevelopmentofthecountryclergymanduringthefirstyearsofhisclericallife,between,wewillsay,theyears1825to1850;buthewasnotpreparedforthealmostcontemptwithwhichErnestnowregardedthedoctrinesofbaptismalregenerationandpriestlyabsolutionHoitytoity,indeed,whatbusinesshadhewithsuchquestions?,norforhisdesiretofindsomemeansofreconcilingMethodismandtheChurch。TheobaldhatedtheChurchofRome,buthehateddissenterstoo,forhefoundthemasageneralruletroublesomepeopletodealwith;healwaysfoundpeoplewhodidnotagreewithhimtroublesometodealwith:besides,theysetupforknowingasmuchashedid;neverthelessifhehadbeenletalonehewouldhaveleanedtowardsthemratherthantowardstheHighChurchparty。Theneighbouringclergy,however,wouldnotlethimalone。Onebyonetheyhadcomeundertheinfluence,directlyorindirectly,oftheOxfordmovementwhichhadbeguntwentyyearsearlier。ItwassurprisinghowmanypracticeshenowtoleratedwhichinhisyouthhewouldhaveconsideredPopish;heknewverywellthereforewhichwaythingsweregoinginChurchmatters,andsawthatasusualErnestwassettinghimselftheotherway。Theopportunityfortellinghissonthathewasafoolwastoofavourablenottobeembraced,andTheobaldwasnotslowtoembraceit。Ernestwasannoyedandsurprised,forhadnothisfatherandmotherbeenwantinghimtobemorereligiousallhislife?Nowthathehadbecomesotheywerestillnotsatisfied。Hesaidtohimselfthataprophetwasnotwithouthonoursaveinhisowncountry,buthehadbeenlately——orratheruntillately——gettingintoanodioushabitofturningproverbsupsidedown,anditoccurredtohimthatacountryissometimesnotwithouthonoursaveforitsownprophet。
Thenhelaughed,andfortherestofthedayfeltmoreasheusedtofeelbeforehehadheardMrHawke’ssermon。
HereturnedtoCambridgefortheLongVacationof1858——nonetoosoon,forhehadtogoinfortheVoluntaryTheologicalExamination,whichbishopswerenowbeginningtoinsistupon。Heimaginedallthetimehewasreadingthathewasstoringhimselfwiththeknowledgethatwouldbestfithimfortheworkhehadtakeninhand。