“Thelastformsandceremoniespreliminarytoourmarriagehavebeencompliedwith。IamtobehiswifeonMondaynext。Thehourmustnotbelaterthanhalf-pastten——whichwillgiveusjusttime,whentheserviceisover,togetfromthechurchdoortotherailway,andtostartonourjourneytoNaplesthesameday。
“To-day——Saturday——Sunday!Iamnotafraidofthetime;thetimewillpass。Iamnotafraidofmyself,ifIcanonlykeepallthoughtsbutoneoutofmymind。Ilovehim!Dayandnight,tillMondaycomes,Iwillthinkofnothingbutthat。Ilovehim!
“Fouro’clock——Otherthoughtsareforcedintomymindinspiteofme。Mysuspicionsofyesterdaywerenomerefancies;themillinerhasbeentamperedwith。Myfollyingoingbacktoherhousehasledtomybeingtracedhere。IamabsolutelycertainthatInevergavethewomanmyaddress;andyetmynewgownwassenthometomeattwoo’clockto-day!
“Amanbroughtitwiththebill,andacivilmessage,tosaythat,asIhadnotcalledattheappointedtimetotryitonagain,thedresshadbeenfinishedandsenttome。Hecaughtmeinthepassage;Ihadnochoicebuttopaythebill,anddismisshim。Anyotherproceeding,aseventshavenowturnedout,wouldhavebeenpurefolly。Themessengernotthemanwhofollowedmeinthestreet,butanotherspysenttolookatme,beyondalldoubtwouldhavedeclaredheknewnothingaboutit,ifIhadspokentohim。Themillinerwouldtellmetomyface,ifIwenttoher,thatIhadgivenhermyaddress。Theoneusefulthingtodonowistosetmywitstoworkintheinterestsofmyownsecurity,andtostepoutofthefalsepositioninwhichmyownrashnesshasplacedme——ifIcan。
“Seveno’clock——Myspiritshaverisenagain。IbelieveIaminafairwayofextricatingmyselfalready。