“Harderintellectsthanminemighthaveattributedtheextraordinaryimpressionproducedonmetothedisorderedconditionofmymindatthattime;tothewearinessofmyownbasepleasureswhichhadbeengainingonmeformonthspast,totheundefinedlongingwhichthatwearinessimpliedfornewerinterestsandfresherhopesthananythathadpossessedmeyet。I
attemptednosuchsoberself-examinationasthis:Ibelievedindestinythen,Ibelieveindestinynow。Itwasenoughformetoknow——asIdidknow——thatthefirstsenseIhadeverfeltofsomethingbetterinmynaturethanmyanimalselfwasrousedbythatgirl’sfacelookingatmefromherpictureasnowoman’sfacehadeverlookedatmeyet。Inthosetendereyes——inthechanceofmakingthatgentlecreaturemywife——Isawmydestinywritten。Theportraitwhichhadcomeintomyhandssostrangelyandsounexpectedlywasthesilentmessengerofhappinesscloseathand,senttowarn,toencourage,torousemebeforeitwastoolate。Iputtheminiatureundermypillowatnight;Ilookedatitagainthenextmorning。Myconvictionofthedaybeforeremainedasstrongasever;mysuperstitionifyoupleasetocallitsopointedouttomeirresistiblythewayonwhichI
shouldgo。TherewasashipinportwhichwastosailforEnglandinafortnight,touchingatMadeira。InthatshipItookmypassage。”
Thusfarthereaderhadadvancedwithnointerruptiontodisturbhim。Butatthelastwordsthetonesofanothervoice,lowandbroken,mingledwithhisown。
“Wassheafairwoman。”askedthevoice,“ordark,likeme?”