InBostontherumourofDan’sbrokenengagementwasfollowedpromptlybyadenialofit;boththerumourandthedenialwereapparentlyauthoritative;butitgivestheeffectofalittlegreatersagacitytodistrustrumoursofallkinds,andmostpeoplewenttobed,aftertheteasanddinnersandreceptionsandclubsatwhichthefactwasfirstdebated,intheself-persuasionthatitwasnotso。Thenextdaytheyfoundtherumourstillpersistent;thedenialwasstillintheairtoo,butitseemedweaker;attheendofthethirddayithadbecomeaquestionastowhichbroketheengagement,andwhy;bytheendofaweekitwasknownthatAlicehadbrokentheengagement,butthereasoncouldnotbeascertained。
Thiswasnotforwantofasking,moreorlessdirect。Pasmer,ofcourse,wentandcameathisclubwithperfectimmunity。Menarequiteascuriousaswomen,buttheysetbusinessboundstotheircuriosity,anddonotdreamofpassingthese。Withwomenwhohavenobusinessoftheirown,andcannotquellthemselveswiththereflectionthatthisthingorthatisnottheiraffair,thereisnoquestionsointimatethattheywillnotputittosomeotherwoman;perhapsitisnotsointimate,orperhapsitwillnotseemso;atanyrate,theychanceit。Mrs。Pasmerwasgiveneveryopportunitytoexplainthefactstotheladieswhomshemet,andifshewasmuchafflictedbyAlice’sbehaviour,shehadameasureofconsolationinusingherskilltobaffletheresearchofheracquaintance。Aftereachencounterofthekindshehadthepleasureofreflectingthatabsolutelynothingmorethanshemeanthadbecomeknown。Thecaseneverbecamefullyknownthroughher;itwasthegirlherselfwhotoldittoMissCottoninoneofthosemomentsofconfidencewhicharenecessarytoburdenedminds;
anditisdoubtfulifmorethantwoorthreepeopleeverclearlyunderstoodit;mostpreferredoneorotherofseveralmistakenversionswhichsocietyfinallysettleddownto。
Theparoxysmofself-doubt,almostself-accusal,inwhichAlicecametoMissCotton,movedthelattertothedeepestsympathy,andleftherwithmisgivingswhichbecameanintolerableanguishtoherconscience。Thechildwassoafflictedatwhatshehaddone,notbecauseshewishedtobereconciledwithherlover,butbecauseshewasafraidshehadbeenunjust,beencruellyimpatientandperemptorywithhim;sheseemedtoMissCottonsoabsolutelyaloneandfriendlesswithhergreattrouble,shewassohelpless,sohopeless,shewassoanxioustodoright,andsofearfulshehaddonewrong,thatMissCottonwouldnothavebeenMissCottonifshehadnottakenherinherarmsandassuredherthatineverythingshehaddoneshehadbeensublimelyandnoblyright,alessontoallhersexinsuchmattersforever。Shetoldherthatshehadalwaysadmiredher,butthatnowsheidolisedher;thatshefeltlikegoingdownonherkneesandsimplyworshippingher。
“Oh,don’tsaythat,MissCotton!“pleadedAlice,pullingawayfromherembrace,butstillclingingtoherwithhertremulous,coldlittlehands。