CHAPTERFOUR
HismeditationwhichresembledslowdriftingintosuicidewasinterruptedbyLingard,who,withaloud\"I’vegotyouatlast!\"
droppedhishandheavilyonWillems’shoulder。Thistimeitwastheoldseamanhimselfgoingoutofhiswaytopickuptheuninterestingwaif——allthattherewasleftofthatsuddenandsordidshipwreck。ToWillems,therough,friendlyvoicewasaquickandfleetingrelieffollowedbyasharperpangofangerandunavailingregret。Thatvoicecarriedhimbacktothebeginningofhispromisingcareer,theendofwhichwasveryvisiblenowfromthejettywheretheybothstood。Heshookhimselffreefromthefriendlygrasp,sayingwithreadybitterness——
\"It’sallyourfault。Givemeapushnow,do,andsendmeover。
Ihavebeenstandingherewaitingforhelp。Youaretheman——ofallmen。Youhelpedatthebeginning;yououghttohaveahandintheend。\"