Rastignac,likemostyoungmenwhohavebeenearlyimpressedbythecircumstancesofpowerandgrandeur,meanttoenterthelistsfullyarmed;theburningambitionofconquestpossessedhimalready;perhapshewasconsciousofhispowers,butasyetheknewneithertheendtowhichhisambitionwastobedirected,northemeansofattainingit。Indefaultofthepureandsacredlovethatfillsalife,ambitionmaybecomesomethingverynoble,subduingtoitselfeverythoughtofpersonalinterest,andsettingastheend——thegreatness,notofoneman,butofawholenation。
Butthestudenthadnotyetreachedthetimeoflifewhenamansurveysthewholecourseofexistenceandjudgesitsoberly。
Hithertohehadscarcelysomuchasshakenoffthespellofthefreshandgraciousinfluencesthatenvelopachildhoodinthecountry,likegreenleavesandgrass。HehadhesitatedonthebrinkoftheParisianRubicon,andinspiteoftheprickingsofambition,hestillclungtoalingeringtraditionofanoldideal——thepeacefullifeofthenobleinhischateau。Butyesterdayevening,atthesightofhisrooms,thosescrupleshadvanished。Hehadlearnedwhatitwastoenjoythematerialadvantagesoffortune,ashehadalreadyenjoyedthesocialadvantagesofbirth;heceasedtobeaprovincialfromthatmoment,andslippednaturallyandeasilyintoapositionwhichopenedupaprospectofabrilliantfuture。
So,ashewaitedforDelphine,intheprettyboudoir,wherehefeltthathehadacertainrighttobe,hefelthimselfsofarawayfromtheRastignacwhocamebacktoParisayearago,that,turningsomepowerofinnervisionuponthislatter,heaskedhimselfwhetherthatpastselfboreanyresemblancetotheRastignacofthatmoment。
“Madameisinherroom。”Theresecametotellhim。Thewoman’svoicemadehimstart。