ThatStateactionalwayshasbeenmoreorlessmisdirected,andalwayswillbeso,is,Ibelieve,perfectlytrue。ButIamnotawarethatitismoretrueoftheactionofmenintheircorporatecapacitythanitisofthedoingsofindividuals。Thewisestandmostdispassionatemaninexistence,merelywishingtogofromonestileinafieldtotheopposite,willnotwalkquitestraight——heisalwaysgoingalittlewrong,andalwayscorrectinghimself;andIcanonlycongratulatetheindividualistwhoisabletosaythathisgeneralcourseoflifehasbeenofalessundulatorycharacter。ToabolishStateaction,becauseitsdirectionisnevermorethanapproximatelycorrect,appearstometobemuchthesamethingasabolishingthemanatthewheelaltogether,because,dowhathewill,theshipyawsmoreorless。“WhyshouldIberobbedofmypropertytopayforteachinganotherman’schildren?“isanindividualistquestion,whichisnotunfrequentlyputasifitsettledthewholebusiness。Perhapsitdoes,butIfinddifficultiesinseeingwhyitshould。TheparishinwhichIlivemakesmepaymyshareforthepavingandlightingofagreatmanystreetsthatIneverpassthrough;[230]andImightpleadthatIamrobbedtosmooththewayandlightenthedarknessofotherpeople。ButIamafraidtheparochialauthoritieswouldnotletmeoffonthisplea;
andImustconfessIdonotseewhytheyshould。
Icannotspeakofmyownknowledge,butIhaveeveryreasontobelievethatIcameintothisworldasmallreddishperson,certainlywithoutagoldspooninmymouth,andinfactwithnodiscernibleabstractorconcrete“rights“orpropertyofanydescription。Ifafootwasnotsetuponme,atonce,asasquallingnuisance,itwaseitherthenaturalaffectionofthoseaboutme,whichIcertainlyhaddonenothingtodeserve,orthefearofthelawwhich,agesbeforemybirth,waspainfullybuiltupbythesocietyintowhichIintruded,thatpreventedthatcatastrophe。IfIwasnourished,caredfor,taught,savedfromthevagabondageofawastrel,IcertainlyamnotawarethatIdidanythingtodeservethoseadvantages。And,ifI
possessanythingnow,itstrikesmethat,thoughImayhavefairlyearnedmyday’swagesformyday’swork,andmayjustlycallthemmyproperty——yet,withoutthatorganizationofsociety,createdoutofthetoilandbloodoflonggenerationsbeforemytime,Ishouldprobablyhavehadnothingbutaflintaxeandanindifferenthuttocallmyown;andeventhosewouldbemineonlysolongasnostrongersavagecamemyway。
Sothatifsociety,having,quitegratuitously,[231]doneallthesethingsforme,asksmeinturntodosomethingtowardsitspreservation——evenifthatsomethingistocontributetotheteachingofothermen’schildren——Ireallyinspiteofallmyindividualistleanings,feelratherashamedtosayno。AndifIwerenotashamed,I