Butwhenhetookhertohimself,hadhenotrescuedherfromtheverydepthsofthelowestmisery:fromthedegradationoftheworkhouse;
fromthescornofhonest-borncharity-children;fromthelowestoftheworld\'slowconditions?Wasshenotnowtheappleofhiseye,hisonegreatsovereigncomfort——hispride,hishappiness,hisglory?Washetomakeherover,tomakeanyportionofherovertoothers,if,bydoingso,shemightbeabletosharethewealth,aswellasthecoarsemannersanduncouthsocietyofheratpresentunknownconnexions?He,whohadneverworshippedwealthonhisownbehalf;he,whohadscornedtheidolofthegold,andhadeverbeenteachinghertoscornit;washenowtoshowthathisphilosophyhadallbeenfalseassoonasthetemptationtodosowasputinhisway?
Butyet,whatmanwouldmarrythisbastardchild,withoutasixpence,andbringnotonlypoverty,butillbloodalsoonhisownchildren?Itmightbeverywellforhim,DrThorne;forhimwhosecareerwasmade,whosename,atanyrate,washisown;forhimwhohadafixedstanding-groundintheworld;itmightbewellforhimtoindulgeinlargeviewsofaphilosophyantagonistictotheworld\'spractice;buthadhearighttodoitforhisniece?Whatmanwouldmarryagirlsoplaced?Forthoseamongwhomshemighthavelegitimatelyfoundalevel,educationhadnowutterlyunfittedher。Andthen,hewellknewthatshewouldneverputoutherhandintokenoflovetoanyonewithouttellingallsheknewandallshesurmisedastoherownbirth。
Andthatquestionofthisevening;haditnotbeeninstigatedbysomeappealonherpart?Wastherenotalreadywithinherbreastsomecausefordisquietudewhichhadmadehersopertinacious?Whyelsehadshetoldhimthen,forthefirsttime,thatshedidnotknowwheretorankherself?Ifsuchanappealhadbeenmadetoher,itmusthavecomefromyoungFrankGresham。What,insuchcase,woulditbehovehimtodo?Shouldhepackuphisall,hislancet-case,pestleandmortar,andseekanewfreshgroundinanewworld,leavingbehindahugetriumphtothoselearnedenemiesofhis,Fillgrave,Century,andRerechild?BetterthatthanremainatGreshamsburyatthecostofthechild\'sheartandpride。
Andsohewalkedslowlybackwardsandforwardsthroughhisgarden,meditatingthesethingspainfullyenough。