Anthonyandhebehavedwithadiscretionbeyondhisyears。Somenicechildrenoftendo;andsurelyitisnotfromreflection。Theyhavetheirowninspirations。YoungPowell’sinspirationconsistedinbeing”enthusiastic”aboutMrs。Anthony。’Enthusiastic’isreallygood。Andhewasamongstthemlikeachild,sensitive,impressionable,plastic——butunabletofindforhimselfanysortofcomment。
Idon’tknowhowmuchminemaybeworth;butIbelievethatjustthenthetensionofthefalsesituationwasatitshighest。Ofalltheformsofferedtousbylifeitistheonedemandingacoupletorealizeitfully,whichisthemostimperative。Pairingoffisthefateofmankind。Andiftwobeingsthrowntogether,mutuallyattracted,resistthenecessity,failinunderstandingandvoluntarilystopshortofthe——theembrace,inthenoblestmeaningoftheword,thentheyarecommittingasinagainstlife,thecallofwhichissimple。Perhapssacred。Andthepunishmentofitisaninvasionofcomplexity,atormenting,forciblytortuousinvolutionoffeelings,thedeepestformofsufferingfromwhichindeedsomethingsignificantmaycomeatlast,whichmaybecriminalorheroic,maybemadnessorwisdom——orevenastraightifdespairingdecision。
PowellontakinghiseyesofftheoldgentlemannoticedCaptainAnthony,swarthyasanAfrican,bythesideofFlorawhiterthanthelilies,takehishandkerchiefoutandwipeoffhisforeheadthesweatofanguish——likeamanwhoisovercome。”Andnowonder,”
commentedMr。Powellhere。Thenthecaptainsaid,”Hadn’tyoubettergobacktoyourroom。”ThiswastoMrs。Anthony。Hetriedtosmileather。”Whydoyoulookstartled?Thisnightislikeanyothernight。””Which,”Powellagaincommentedtomeearnestly,”wasalie……Nowonderhesweated。”YouseefromthisthevalueofPowell’scomments。Mrs。Anthonythensaid:”Whyareyousendingmeaway?””Why!Thatyoushouldgotosleep。Thatyoushouldrest。”AndCaptainAnthonyfrowned。Thensharply,”Youstayhere,Mr。Powell。
Ishallwantyoupresently。”