Theworstofitwasthatshehadnoaptitudeforliterature。Shedidnotlikephrases。Shehadevensomenaturalantipathytothatprocessofself-examination,thatperpetualefforttounderstandone\'sownfeeling,andexpressitbeautifully,fitly,orenergeticallyinlanguage,whichconstitutedsogreatapartofhermother\'sexistence。
Shewas,onthecontrary,inclinedtobesilent;sheshrankfromexpressingherselfevenintalk,letaloneinwriting。Asthisdispositionwashighlyconvenientinafamilymuchgiventothemanufactureofphrases,andseemedtoargueacorrespondingcapacityforaction,shewas,fromherchildhoodeven,putinchargeofhouseholdaffairs。Shehadthereputation,whichnothinginhermannercontradicted,ofbeingthemostpracticalofpeople。Orderingmeals,directingservants,payingbills,andsocontrivingthateveryclocktickedmoreorlessaccuratelyintime,andanumberofvaseswerealwaysfulloffreshflowerswassupposedtobeanaturalendowmentofhers,and,indeed,Mrs。Hilberyoftenobservedthatitwaspoetrythewrongsideout。Fromaveryearlyage,too,shehadtoexertherselfinanothercapacity;shehadtocounselandhelpandgenerallysustainhermother。Mrs。Hilberywouldhavebeenperfectlywellabletosustainherselfiftheworldhadbeenwhattheworldisnot。Shewasbeautifullyadaptedforlifeinanotherplanet。Butthenaturalgeniusshehadforconductingaffairstherewasofnorealusetoherhere。
Herwatch,forexample,wasaconstantsourceofsurprisetoher,andattheageofsixty-fiveshewasstillamazedattheascendancywhichrulesandreasonsexertedoverthelivesofotherpeople。Shehadneverlearntherlesson,andhadconstantlytobepunishedforherignorance。Butasthatignorancewascombinedwithafinenaturalinsightwhichsawdeepwheneveritsawatall,itwasnotpossibletowriteMrs。Hilberyoffamongthedunces;onthecontrary,shehadawayofseemingthewisestpersonintheroom。But,onthewhole,shefounditverynecessarytoseeksupportinherdaughter。
Katharine,thus,wasamemberofaverygreatprofessionwhichhas,asyet,notitleandverylittlerecognition,althoughthelaborofmillandfactoryis,perhaps,nomoresevereandtheresultsoflessbenefittotheworld。Shelivedathome。Shediditverywell,too。
AnyonecomingtothehouseinCheyneWalkfeltthatherewasanorderlyplace,shapely,controlled——aplacewherelifehadbeentrainedtoshowtothebestadvantage,and,thoughcomposedofdifferentelements,madetoappearharmoniousandwithacharacterofitsown。PerhapsitwasthechieftriumphofKatharine\'sartthatMrs。