But,therewasrecompenseinthejoywithwhichHerbertwouldcomehomeofanightandtellmeofthesechanges,littleimaginingthathetoldmenonews,andwouldsketchairypicturesofhimselfconductingClaraBarleytothelandoftheArabianNights,andofmegoingouttojointhemwithacaravanofcamels,Ibelieve,andofourallgoinguptheNileandseeingwonders。Withoutbeingsanguineastomyownpartinthesebrightplans,IfeltthatHerbert\'swaywasclearingfast,andthatoldBillBarleyhadbuttosticktohispepperandrum,andhisdaughterwouldsoonbehappilyprovidedfor。
WehadnowgotintothemonthofMarch。Myleftarm,thoughitpresentednobadsymptoms,tookinthenaturalcoursesolongtohealthatIwasstillunabletogetacoaton。Myrightarmwastolerablyrestored;-disfigured,butfairlyserviceable。
OnaMondaymorning,whenHerbertandIwereatbreakfast,IreceivedthefollowingletterfromWemmickbythepost。
`Walworth。Burnthisassoonasread。Earlyintheweek,orsayWednesday,youmightdowhatyouknowof,ifyoufeltdisposedtotryit。Nowburn。\'
WhenIhadshownthistoHerbertandhadputitinthefire-butnotbeforewehadbothgotitbyheart-weconsideredwhattodo。For,ofcoursemybeingdisabledcouldnowbenolongerkeptoutofview。