Insteadofanswering,Estellaburstoutlaughing。Thiswasverysingulartome,andIlookedatherinconsiderableperplexity。Whensheleftoff-andshehadnotlaughedlanguidly,butwithrealenjoyment-Isaid,inmydiffidentwaywithher:
`IhopeImaysupposethatyouwouldnotbeamusediftheydidmeanyharm。\'
`No,noyoumaybesureofthat,\'saidEstella。`YoumaybecertainthatIlaughbecausetheyfail。Oh,thosepeoplewithMissHavisham,andthetorturestheyundergo!\'Shelaughedagain,andevennowwhenshehadtoldmewhy,herlaughterwasverysingulartome,forIcouldnotdoubtitsbeinggenuine,andyetitseemedtoomuchfortheoccasion。IthoughttheremustreallybesomethingmoreherethanIknew;shesawthethoughtinmymind,andansweredit。
`Itisnoteasyforevenyou。\'saidEstella,`toknowwhatsatisfactionitgivesmetoseethosepeoplethwarted,orwhatanenjoyablesenseoftheridiculousIhavewhentheyaremaderidiculous。Foryouwerenotbroughtupinthatstrangehousefromamerebaby-Iwas。Youhadnotyourlittlewitssharpenedbytheirintriguingagainstyou,suppressedanddefenceless,underthemaskofsympathyandpityandwhatnotthatissoftandsoothing-
Ihad。Youdidnotgraduallyopenyourroundchildisheyeswiderandwidertothediscoveryofthatimpostorofawomanwhocalculatesherstoresofpeaceofmindforwhenshewakesupinthenight-Idid。\'