Standishhadfollowedhiscareerwithanadmirationandajoythatwaswithouttaintofenvyordetraction。HegloriedinAintree,hedelightedtoknowthearmyheldsuchaman。HewasgratefultoAintreeforupholdingthetraditionsofaprofessiontowhichhehimselfgaveallthedevotionofafanatic。Hemadeagodofhim。ThiswastheattitudeofmindtowardAintreebeforehecametotheIsthmus。Uptothattimehehadneverseenhisidol。Aintreehadbeenonlyanamesignedtobrilliantarticlesintheservicemagazines,amanofwhomthosewhohadservedwithhimorunderhim,whenaskedconcerninghim,spokewithloyaltyandawe,themanthenewspaperscalled\"theheroofBatangas。\"
Andwhenatlasthesawhishero,hebelievedhisworshipwasjustified。ForAintreelookedthepart。Hewasbuiltlikeagreyhoundwiththeshouldersofastevedore。Hischinwasasprojecting,andashard,asthepointedendofaflat-iron。Hiseverymovementshowedphysicalfitness,andhiseveryglanceandtoneaconfidenceinhimselfthatapproachedinsolence。Hewasthirty-
eight,twelveyearsolderthantheyouthwhohadfailedtomakehiscommission,andwho,asAintreestrodepast,lookedafterhimwithwistful,hero-worshippingeyes。Therevulsion,whenitcame,wasextreme。Thehero-worshipgavewaytocontempt,toindignantcondemnation,inwhichtherewasnopity,noexcuse。Thatoneuponwhomsomuchhadbeenlavished,whoforhimselfhadaccomplishedsuchgoodthings,shouldbringdisgraceuponhisprofession,shouldbyhisexampledemoralizehismen,shouldrisklosingallhehadattained,allthathadbeengiven,wasintolerable。WhenStandishlearnedhisherowasadrunkard,whendayafterdayAintreefurnishedvisibleevidencesofthatfact,StandishfeltAintreehadbetrayedhimandthearmyandthegovernmentthathadeducated,trained,clothed,andfedhim。HeregardedAintreeasworsethanBenedictArnold,becauseArnoldhadturnedtraitorforpowerandmoney;Aintreewasatraitorthroughmereweakness,becausehecouldnotsay\"no\"toabottle。
OnlyinsecretStandishrailedagainstAintree。Whenhisbrotherpolicemengossipedandjestedabouthim,outofloyaltytothearmyheremainedsilent。Butinhishearthecouldnotforgive。
Themanhehadsogenerouslyenvied,themanafterwhosecareerhehadwishedtomodelhisown,hadvoluntarilysteppedfromhispedestalandmadeaswineofhimself。Andnotonlycouldhenotforgive,butasdayafterdayAintreefurnishedfreshfoodforhisindignationhefeltafiercedesiretopunish。