Observehowingenuouslyheunderlinescertainwords,andhowcrudelyheglossesoverhishiddenthoughts。Hemustknowthatifhe’brokeoffeverything,’FIRST,byhimself,andwithouttellingmeawordaboutitorhavingtheslightesthopeonmyaccount,thatinthatcaseIshouldperhapsbeabletochangemyopinionofhim,andevenaccepthis——friendship。Hemustknowthat,buthissoulissuchawretchedthing。Heknowsitandcannotmakeuphismind;heknowsitandyetasksforguarantees。HecannotbringhimselftoTRUST,hewantsmetogivehimhopesofmyselfbeforeheletsgoofhishundredthousandroubles。Astothe’formerword’whichhedeclares’lightedupthenightofhislife,’heissimplyanimpudentliar;Imerelypitiedhimonce。
Butheisaudaciousandshameless。Heimmediatelybegantohope,atthatverymoment。Isawit。Hehastriedtocatchmeeversince;heisstillfishingforme。Well,enoughofthis。Taketheletterandgiveitbacktohim,assoonasyouhaveleftourhouse;notbefore,ofcourse。\"
\"AndwhatshallItellhimbywayofanswer?\"
\"Nothing——ofcourse!That’sthebestanswer。Isitthecasethatyouaregoingtoliveinhishouse?\"
\"Yes,yourfatherkindlyrecommendedmetohim。\"