BecauseIhadafancyforlookingoutovertheplain,Iwishedtogodownthere-whereIcouldn’tlookoutoveritanylonger。Wasnotthatfinereasoning?Dear,dear,iftheyonlythoughtofit,alltheworldwoulddolikeme。andyouwouldletyourflowersalone,justasIstayuphereinthemountains。’Suddenlyhebrokeoffsharp。’BytheLord!’hecried。Andwhensheaskedhimwhatwaswrong,heturnedthequestionoffandwalkedawayintothehousewithratherahumorousexpressionofface。
Hewassilentattable。andafterthenighthidfallenandthestarshadcomeoutoverhead,hewalkedupanddownforhoursinthecourtyardandgardenwithanunevenpace。TherewasstillalightinthewindowofMarjory’sroom:onelittleoblongpatchoforangeinaworldofdarkbluehillsandsilverstarlight。Will’smindranagreatdealonthewindow。buthisthoughtswerenotverylover-like。’Theresheisinherroom,’hethought,’andtherearethestarsoverhead:-ablessinguponboth!’Bothweregoodinfluencesinhislife。bothsoothedandbracedhiminhisprofoundcontentmentwiththeworld。Andwhatmoreshouldhedesirewitheither?Thefatyoungmanandhiscouncilsweresopresenttohismind,thathethrewbackhishead,and,puttinghishandsbeforehismouth,shoutedaloudtothepopulousheavens。Whetherfromthepositionofhisheadorthesuddenstrainoftheexertion,heseemedtoseeamomentaryshockamongthestars,andadiffusionoffrostylightpassfromonetoanotheralongthesky。Atthesameinstant,acorneroftheblindwasliftedandloweredagainatonce。Helaughedaloudho-ho!’Oneandanother!’thoughtWill。
’Thestarstremble,andtheblindgoesup。Why,beforeHeaven,whatagreatmagicianImustbe!NowifIwereonlyafool,shouldnotIbeinaprettyway?’Andhewentofftobed,chucklingtohimself:’IfIwereonlyafool!’
Thenextmorning,prettyearly,hesawheroncemoreinthegarden,andsoughtherout。
’Ihavebeenthinkingaboutgettingmarried,’hebeganabruptly。