ThisandmanyabygonescenethrongedonmeasIstoodthere,andtheroomfilledagainwiththememoriesofchildishmirth。Andfollowingclosecamethoseofchildishterrors。Horrorswhichhadoppressedmethen,whollyimaginedordimlyapprehendedfromhalf-
heardtraditions,andneverthoughtofsince,flittedaroundmeinthegatheringdusk。Andwiththemitseemedtomeasiftherecameothermemoriestoo,——memorieswhichhadneverbeenmyown,ofsceneswhoseactorshadlongbeenwiththedead,butwhich,immortalasthespiritbeforewhoseeyestheyhaddwelt,stilllingeredinthespotwheretheirvictimhadfirstlearnttoshudderattheirpresence。Oncetheghastlynotioncametome,itseizedonmyimaginationwithirresistibleforce。Itseemedasiffromthedarkenedcornersoftheroomvague,ill-definedshapeswereactuallypeeringoutatme。Whennightcametheywouldshowthemselvesinthatform,lividandterrible,inwhichtheyhadbeenburntintothebrainandheartofthelongagodead。
IturnedandglancedtowardswhereIhadleftAlan。Icouldseehisfigureframedinbythewindow,ablackshadowagainstthegraytwilightoftheskybehind。Erectandperfectlymotionlesshesat,somotionlessastolookalmostlifeless,gazingbeforehimdownthevalleyintotheillimitabledistancebeyond。Therewassomethinginthatsternimmobilityoflookandattitudewhichstruckmewithacurioussenseofcongruity。Itwasrightthatheshouldbethus——rightthatheshouldbenolongerthelaughingboywhoamomentbeforehadbeeninmymemory。Thehauntinghorrorsofthatplaceseemedtodemandit,andforthefirsttimeIfeltthatIunderstoodthechange。WithaneffortIshookmyselffreefromthesefancies,andturnedtogo。AsIdidso,myeyefelluponaqueer-shapedpaintedboard,leaningupagainstthewall,whichI
wellrecollectedinoldtimes。Manyadiscussionhadwehadaboutthelegendinscribeduponit,whichinourwisdomwehadfinallypronouncedtobeGerman,chieflybecauseitwasillegible。ThoughIhadloudlyprofessedmyfaithinthistheoryatthetime,Ihadalwayshaduneasydoubtsonthesubject,andnowhalfsmilingI
bentdowntoverifyorremovethem。ThelanguagewasEnglish,notGerman。butthebadlypainted,fadedGothiclettersinwhichitwaswrittenmadethemistakeexcusable。InthedimlightIhaddifficultyevennowindecipheringthewords,andfeltwhenIhaddonesothatneithertheinformationconveyednorthestyleofthecompositionwassufficientrewardforthetroubleIhadtaken。