ChapterIV。
FATHER’SMOTHER。
FriedrichWilhelm’sMother,aswehinted,didnotlivetoseethismarriagewhichshehadforecastinhermaternalheart。Shedied,rathersuddenly,in1705,[1stFebruary(Erman,p。241;Forster,i。114):born,20thOctober,1666;wedded,28thSeptember1684;
died,1stFebruary,1705。]atHanover,whithershehadgoneonavisit;shortlyafterpartingwiththisheroneboyandchild,FriedrichWilhelm,whoisthenaboutseventeen;whomshehadwitheffortforcedherselftosendabroad,thathemightseetheworldalittle,forthefirsttime。Hersorrowonthisoccasionhasinitsomethingbeautiful,insobrightandgayawoman:showsusthemotherstronginher,toatouchingdegree。Theroughcub,inwhomshenoticedruggedperverseelements,\"tendenciestoavarice,\"andawantofprincelygraces,andthemorebrilliantqualitiesinmindandmanner,hadgivenhermanythoughtsandsomeuneasyones。
Buthewasevidentlyallshehadtoloveintheworld;aruggedcreatureinexpressiblyprecioustoher。Fordaysafterhisdeparture,shehadkeptsolitary;busiedwithlittle;indulginginherownsadreflectionswithoutstint。Amongthepapersshehadbeenscribbling,therewasfoundoneslipwithaHEARTsketchedonit,androundtheheart\"PARTI\"(Gone):Myheartisgone!——poorlady,andafterwhatajewel!ButNatureisverykindtoallchildrenandtoallmothersthataretruetoher。