Iwasconsciousthatitwasmyonlychance,andcandidlyrelatedthewholeaffair,andIendedbysayingthatIshouldnotsurvivemydisgrace。Heconsoledmebypromisingthatmydebtwouldbecancelledinthecourseoftheday,ifIwouldswearnevertoplayagainupontrust。Itookanoathtothateffect,andkissinghishand,Iwentoutforawalk,relievedfromagreatload。Ihadnodoubtthatmyexcellentfatherwouldgivemefivehundredsequinsduringtheday,andIenjoyedmyanticipationthehonourIwouldderive,intheopinionofthelovelycountess,bymyexactitudeandpromptdischargeofmydebt。Ifeltthatitgavenewstrengthtomyhopes,andthatfeelingpreventedmefromregrettingmyheavyloss,butgratefulforthegreatgenerosityofmybenefactorIwasfullydeterminedonkeepingmypromise。
Idinedwiththethreefriends,andthematterwasnotevenalludedto;but,aswewererisingfromthetable,aservantbroughtM。deBragadinaletterandaparcel。
Hereadtheletter,askedmetofollowhimintohisstudy,andthemomentwewerealone,hesaid;
\"Hereisaparcelforyou。\"
Iopenedit,andfoundsomefortysequins。Seeingmysurprise,M。