Thechiefbusinessofmylifehasalwaysbeentoindulgemysenses;I
neverknewanythingofgreaterimportance。Ifeltmyselfbornforthefairsex,Ihaveeverloveditdearly,andIhavebeenlovedbyitasoftenandasmuchasIcould。Ihavelikewisealwayshadagreatweaknessforgoodliving,andIeverfeltpassionatelyfondofeveryobjectwhichexcitedmycuriosity。
Ihavehadfriendswhohaveactedkindlytowardsme,andithasbeenmygoodfortunetohaveitinmypowertogivethemsubstantialproofsofmygratitude。Ihavehadalsobitterenemieswhohavepersecutedme,andwhomIhavenotcrushedsimplybecauseIcouldnotdoit。Ineverwouldhaveforgiventhem,hadInotlostthememoryofalltheinjuriestheyhadheapeduponme。Themanwhoforgetsdoesnotforgive,heonlylosestheremembranceoftheharminflictedonhim;forgivenessistheoffspringofafeelingofheroism,ofanobleheart,ofagenerousmind,whilstforgetfulnessisonlytheresultofaweakmemory,orofaneasycarelessness,andstilloftenerofanaturaldesireforcalmandquietness。Hatred,inthecourseoftime,killstheunhappywretchwhodelightsinnursingitinhisbosom。
Shouldanyonebringagainstmeanaccusationofsensualityhewouldbewrong,forallthefiercenessofmysensesnevercausedmetoneglectanyofmyduties。Forthesameexcellentreason,theaccusationofdrunkennessoughtnottohavebeenbroughtagainstHomer:
’LaudibusarguiturvinivinosusHomerus。’