MydearFox,Itwasverygoodofyoutowritetomeinthemidstofallyourtroubles,thoughyouseemtohavegotoversomeofthem,intherecoveryofyourwife’sandyourownhealth。Ihadnotheardlatelyofyourmother’shealth,andamsorrytohearsopooranaccount。Butasshedoesnotsuffermuch,thatisthegreatthing;formerelifeIdonotthinkismuchvaluedbytheold。Whatatimeyoumusthavehadofit,whenyouhadtogobackwardsandforwards。
Weareallprettywell,andoureldestdaughterisimproving。Icanseedaylightthroughmywork,andamnowfinallycorrectingmychaptersforthepress;andIhopeinamonthorsixweekstohaveproof—sheets。Iamwearyofmywork。ItisaveryoddthingthatIhavenosensationthatI
overworkmybrain;butfactscompelmetoconcludethatmybrainwasneverformedformuchthinking。Weareresolvedtogofortwoorthreemonths,whenIhavefinished,toIlkley,orsomesuchplace,toseeifIcananyhowgivemyhealthagoodstart,foritcertainlyhasbeenwretchedoflate,andhasincapacitatedmeforeverything。YoudomeinjusticewhenyouthinkthatIworkforfame;Ivalueittoacertainextent;but,ifIknowmyself,Iworkfromasortofinstincttotrytomakeouttruth。HowgladIshouldbeifyoucouldsometimecometoDown;especiallywhenIgetalittlebetter,asIstillhopetobe。Wehavesetupabilliardtable,andIfinditdoesmeadealofgood,anddrivesthehorridspeciesoutofmyhead。Farewell,mydearoldfriend。
Yoursaffectionately,C。DARWIN。
CHARLESDARWINTOC。LYELL。