ThevisittoMr。Carnegiehelpedtogiveanewcurrenttomythoughts。Theattractionsofhiswonderfuldomainfortythousandacres,witheveryvarietyofscenery,——ocean,forest,moor,andmountain,——thehouseholdwithitsquaintScotchusages——thepiperinfulltartansolemnlygoinghisroundsatdawn,andthemusicoftheorganswelling,morningandevening,throughthecastlefromthegreathall——allhelpedtogivemenewstrength。Therewasalsogoodcompany:FredericHarrison,thoughtfulandbrilliant,whomIhadbeforeknownonlybyhisbooksandabriefcorrespondence;ArchdeaconSinclairofLondon,worthy,byhisscholarlyaccomplishments,ofhisdescentfromthefriendofWashington;andotherswhodidmuchtoaidourhostsinmakinglifeatthecastlebeautiful。GoingthencetoAmerica,Ifoundtimetocooperatewithmyoldfriend,PresidentGilman,insecuringdataforMr。Carnegie,especiallyatWashington,inviewofhisplanofanationalinstitutionforthehigherscientificresearch。
Itwasasadhome—coming;buttheseoccupationsandespeciallyavisittoNewHavenatthebicentennialcelebrationofYaleaidedtocheerme。Thislastwasindeedanoteworthycommemoration。
Therehadcometome,inconnectionwithit,perhapsthegreatesthonorofmylife:aninvitationtodeliveroneofthemainaddresses;butithadbeenreceivedatthetimeofmydeepestdepression,andIhaddeclinedit,butwithnolessgratitudethattheauthoritiesofmyAlmaMaterhadthoughtmeworthyofthatservice。Insodoing,Isacrificedmuch;fortherewasonesubjectwhich,underothercircumstances,Iwouldgladlyhavedevelopedatsuchatimeandbeforesuchanaudience。ButasI
listenedtotheadmirableaddressgivenbymyoldcollegemate,Mr。JusticeBrewer,whenthehonorsoftheuniversitywereconferreduponthePresident,theSecretaryofState,andsomanydistinguishedrepresentativesfromallpartsoftheworld,itwasasatisfactiontome,afterall,thatIcouldenjoyitquietly,withnosenseofresponsibility,andcould,indeed,restandbethankful。
Astomyownpersonalhistory,therecameatthistimeaneventwhichcouldnotbutpleaseme:theRoyalAcademyofSciencesatBerlinchosemeasoneofitsforeignhonorarymembers。ItwasatributeofthesortforwhichIcaredmost,especiallybecauseitbroughtmeintocloserrelationswithleadersinscienceandliteraturewhomIhadsolongadmired。