thenheblanchedwithahorrifiedsenseofwhatshehaddone,andathisownrelationtothedeed。Hefeltlikeanawakenedsomnambulistwhoshouldfindthathehadbeenaccessorytoatragedyduringhisunconsciousness。Shehadloosenedtheknotofherdifficultiesbycuttingitunscrupulouslythroughandthrough。
Thebigtidingsratherdazedthancrushedhim,hispredominantfeelingbeingsoonagainoneofkeenestsorrowandsympathy。Yetonethingwasobvious;hecoulddonothing——absolutelynothing。Theeventwhichhenowheardofforthefirsttimehadtakenplacefivelongmonthsago。Hereflected,andregretted——andmechanicallywentonwithhispreparationsforsettlingdowntoworkundertheshadowofTableMountain。Hewasasonewhosuddenlyfindstheworldastrangerplacethanhethought;butisexcludedbyage,temperament,andsituationfrombeingmuchmorethananastonishedspectatorofitsstrangeness。
TheRoyalObservatorywasaboutamileoutofthetown,andhitherherepairedassoonashehadestablishedhimselfinlodgings。Hehaddecided,onhisfirstvisittotheCape,thatitwouldbehighlyadvantageoustohimifhecouldsupplementtheoccasionaluseofthelargeinstrumentsherebytheuseathisownhouseofhisownequatorial,andhadaccordinglygivendirectionsthatitmightbesentoverfromEngland。Thepreciouspossessionnowarrived;andalthoughthesightofit——ofthebrassesonwhichherhandhadoftenrested,oftheeyepiecethroughwhichherdarkeyeshadbeamed——
engenderedsomedecidedlybitterregretsinhimforatime,hecouldnotlongaffordtogivetothepastthedaysthatweremeantforthefuture。
Unabletogetaroomconvenientforaprivateobservatoryheresolvedatlasttofixtheinstrumentonasolidpillarinthegarden;andseveraldayswerespentinaccommodatingittoitsnewposition。InthislatitudetherewasnonecessityforeconomizingclearnightsashehadbeenobligedtodoontheoldtoweratWelland。Thereithadhappenedmorethanonce,thatafterwaitingidlethroughdaysandnightsofcloudyweather,Viviettewouldfixhertimeformeetinghimatanhourwhenatlasthehadanopportunityofseeingthesky;sothatingivingtoherthegoldenmomentsofcloudlessnesshewaslosinghischancewiththeorbsabove。