Shelookedlongatherfaceinthemirror,studyingwithafearfulinterestthelittlehardlinesandmarkingstherebeneaththeirlightcoatingofpowder。Sheexaminedthecunningtouchesofcolouringmatterhereandthereinherfronthair。Weretheycunningenough?
Didtheydeceive?Theyseemedtohersuddenlytostareout。Shefingeredandsmoothedtheslightloosenessandfulnessoftheskinbelowherchin。Shestretchedherself,andpassedherhandsdownoverherwholeform,searchingasitwereforslackness,orthickness。Andshehadthebitterthought:’I’mallout。I’mdoingallIcan。’ThelinesofalittlepoemForthadshowedherwentthrummingthroughherhead:
\"Time,youoldgipsymanWillyounotstayPutupyourcaravanJustforaday?\"
Whatmorecouldshedo?Hedidnotliketoseeherlipsreddened。
Shehadmarkedhisdisapprovals,watchedhimwipehismouthafterakiss,whenhethoughtshecouldn’tseehim。’Ineed’nt!’shethought。’Noel’slipsarenoredder,really。WhathasshebetterthanI?Youth——dewonthegrass!’Thatdidn’tlastlong!Butlongenoughto\"doherin\"ashersoldier—menwouldsay。And,suddenlysherevoltedagainstherself,againstFort,againstthischilledandfoggycountry;feltafiercenostalgiaforAfricansun,andtheAfricanflowers;thehappy—go—lucky,hand—to—mouthexistenceofthosefiveyearsbeforethewarbegan。HighConstantiaatgrapeharvest!