Modesteexistedforsometimeonacomprehension,notonlyoftheworks,butofthecharactersofherfavoriteauthors,——Goldsmith,theauthorofObermann,CharlesNodier,Maturin。Thepoorestandthemostsufferingamongthemwereherdeities;sheguessedtheirtrials,initiatedherselfintoadestitutionwherethethoughtsofgeniusbrooded,andpoureduponitthetreasuresofherheart;shefanciedherselfthegiverofmaterialcomforttothesegreatmen,martyrstotheirownfaculty。Thisnoblecompassion,thisintuitionofthestrugglesoftoilers,thisworshipofgenius,areamongthechoicestperceptionsthatflutterthroughthesoulsofwomen。Theyare,inthefirstplace,asecretbetweenthewomanandGod,fortheyarehidden;
inthemthereisnothingstriking,nothingthatgratifiesthevanity,——thatpowerfulauxiliarytoallactionamongtheFrench。
Outofthisthirdperiodofthedevelopmentofherideas,therecametoModesteapassionatedesiretopenetratetotheheartofoneoftheseabnormalbeings;tounderstandtheworkingofthethoughtsandthehiddengriefsofgenius,——toknownotonlywhatitwantedbutwhatitwas。Attheperiodwhenthisstorybegins,thesevagariesoffancy,theseexcursionsofhersoulintothevoid,thesefeelersputforthintothedarknessofthefuture,theimpatienceofanungivenlovetofinditsgoal,thenobilityofallherthoughtsoflife,thedecisionofhermindtosufferinasphereofhigherthingsratherthanflounderinthemarshesofprovinciallifelikehermother,thepledgeshehadmadetoherselfnevertofailinconduct,buttorespectherfather’shearthandbringithappiness,——allthisworldoffeelingandsentimenthadlatelycometoaclimaxandtakenshape。Modestewishedtobethefriendandcompanionofapoet,anartist,amaninsomewaysuperiortothecrowdofmen。Butsheintendedtochoosehim,——nottogivehimherheart,herlife,herinfinitetendernessfreedfromthetrammelsofpassion,untilshehadcarefullyanddeeplystudiedhim。
Shebeganthisprettyromancebysimplyenjoyingit。Profoundtranquillitysettleddownuponhersoul。Hercheekstookonasoftcolor;andshebecamethebeautifulandnobleimageofGermany,suchaswehavelatelyseenher,thegloryoftheChalet,theprideofMadameLatournelleandtheDumays。Modestewaslivingadoubleexistence。Sheperformedwithhumble,lovingcarealltheminutedutiesofthehomelylifeattheChalet,usingthemasareintoguidethepoetryofherideallife,liketheCarthusianmonkswholabormethodicallyonmaterialthingstoleavetheirsoulsthefreertodevelopinprayer。Allgreatmindshaveboundthemselvestosomeformofmechanicaltoiltoobtaingreatermasteryofthought。Spinosagroundglassesforspectacles;Baylecountedthetilesontheroof;
Montesquieugardened。Thebodybeingthussubdued,thesoulcouldspreaditswingsinallsecurity。