Shedidearnseveralthatyear,andbegantofeelherselfapowerinthehouse,forbythemagicofapen,her`rubbish’turnedintocomfortsforthemall。TheDuke’sDaughterpaidthebutcher’sbill,APhantomHandputdownanewcarpet,andtheCurseoftheCoventrysprovedtheblessingoftheMarchesinthewayofgroceriesandgowns。Wealthiscertainlyamostdesirablething,butpovertyhasitssunnyside,andoneofthesweetusesofadversityisthegenuinesatisfactionwhichcomesfromheartyworkofheadorhand,andtotheinspirationofnecessity,weowehalfthewise,beautiful,andusefulblessingsoftheworld。Joenjoyedatasteofthissatisfaction,andceasedtoenvyrichergirls,takinggreatcomfortintheknowledgethatshecouldsupplyherownwants,andneedasknooneforapenny。Littlenoticewastakenofherstories,buttheyfoundamarket,andencouragedbythisfact,sheresolvedtomakeaboldstrokeforfameandfortune。Havingcopiedhernovelforthefourthtime,readittoallherconfidentialfriends,andsubmitteditwithfearandtremblingtothreepublishers,sheatlastdisposedofit,onconditionthatshewouldcutitdownonethird,andomitallthepartswhichsheparticularlyadmired。\"NowImusteitherbundleitbackintomytinkitchentomold,payforprintingitmyself,orchopituptosuitpurchasersandgetwhatIcanforit。Fameisaverygoodthingtohaveinthehouse,butcashismoreconvenient,soIwishtotakethesenseofthemeetingonthisimportantsubject,\"saidJo,callingafamilycouncil。\"Don’tspoilyourbook,mygirl,forthereismoreinitthanyouknow,andtheideaiswellworkedout。Letitwaitandripen,\"washerfather’sadvice,andhepracticedwhathepreached,havingwaitedpatientlythirtyyearsforfruitofhisowntoripen,andbeinginnohastetogatheritevennowwhenitwassweetandmellow。\"ItseemstomethatJowillprofitmorebytakingthetrialthanbywaiting,\"saidMrs。March。\"Criticismisthebesttestofsuchwork,foritwillshowherbothunsuspectedmeritsandfaults,andhelphertodobetternexttime。Wearetoopartial,butthepraiseandblameofoutsiderswillproveuseful,evenifshegetsbutlittlemoney。\"\"Yes,\"saidJo,knittingherbrows,\"that’sjustit。I’vebeenfussingoverthethingsolong,Ireallydon’tknowwhetherit’sgood,bad,orindifferent。Itwillbeagreathelptohavecool,impartialpersonstakealookatit,andtellmewhattheythinkofit。\"\"Iwouldn’tleaveawordoutofit。You’llspoilitifyoudo,fortheinterestofthestoryismoreinthemindsthanintheactionsofthepeople,anditwillbeallamuddleifyoudon’texplainasyougoon,\"saidMeg,whofirmlybelievedthatthisbookwasthemostremarkablenoveleverwritten。\"ButMr。Allensays,`Leaveouttheexplanations,makeitbriefanddramatic,andletthecharacterstellthestory’,\"interruptedJo,turningtothepublisher’snote。\"Doashetellsyou。Heknowswhatwillsale,andwedon’t。Makeagood,popularbook,andgetasmuchmoneyasyoucan。By—and—by,whenyou’vegotaname,youcanaffordtodigress,andhavephilosophicalandmetaphysicalpeopleinyournovels,\"saidAmy,whotookastrictlypracticalviewofthesubject。\"Well,\"saidJo,laughing,\"ifmypeopleare`philosophicalandmetaphysical’,itisn’tmyfault,forIknownothingaboutsuchthings,exceptwhatIhearfathersay;,sometimes。IfI’vegotsomeofhiswiseideasjumbledupwithmyromance,somuchthebetterforme。Now,Beth,whatdoyousay?\"\"Ishouldsoliketoseeitprintedsoon,\"wasallBethsaid,andsmiledinsayingit。Buttherewasanunconsciousemphasisonthelastword,andawistfullookintheeyesthatneverlosttheirchildlikecandor,whichchilledJo’sheartforaminutewithaforbodingfear,anddecidedhertomakeherlittleventure`soon’。So,withSpartanfirmness,theyoungauthoresslaidherfirst—bornonhertable,andchoppeditupasruthlesslyasanyogre。Inthehopeofpleasingeveryone,shetookeveryone’sadvice,andliketheoldmanandhisdonkeyinthefablesuitednobody。Herfatherlikedthemetaphysicalstreakwhichhadunconsciouslygotintoit,sothatwasallowedtoremainthoughshehadherdoubtsaboutit。Hermotherthoughtthattherewasatrifletoomuchdescription。Out,thereforeitcame,andwithitmanynecessarylinksinthestory。Megadmiredthetragedy,soJopileduptheagonytosuither,whileAmyobjectedtothefun,and,withthebestintentionsinlife,Joquenchedthesprightlysceneswhichrelievedthesombercharacterofthestory。Then,tocomplicatetheruin,shecutitdownonethird,andconfidinglysentthepoorlittleromance,likeapickedrobin,outintothebig,busyworldtotryitsfate。Well,itwasprinted,andshegotthreehundreddollarsforit,likewiseplentyofpraiseandblame,bothsomuchgreaterthansheexpectedthatshewasthrownintoastateofbewildermentfromwhichittookhersometimetorecover。\"Yousaid,Mother,thatcriticismwouldhelpme。Buthowcanit,whenit’ssocontradictorythatIdon’tknowwhetherI’vewrittenapromisingbookorbrokenallthetencommandments?\"criedpoorJo,turningoveraheapofnotices,theperusalofwhichfilledherwithprideandjoyoneminute,wrathanddismaythenext。\"Thismansays,`Anexquisitebook,fulloftruth,beauty,andearnestness。Allissweet,pure,andhealthy。’\"continuedtheperplexedauthoress。\"Thenext,`Thetheoryofthebookisbad,fullofmorbidfancies,spiritualisticideas,andunnaturalcharacters。’Now,asIhadnotheoryofanykind,don’tbelieveinSpiritualism,andcopiedmycharactersfromlife,Idon’tseehowthiscriticcanberight。Anothersays,`It’soneofthebestAmericannovelswhichhasappearedforyears。’(Iknowbetterthanthat),andthenextassertsthat`Thoughitisoriginal,andwrittenwithgreatforceandfeeling,itisadangerousbook。’’Tisn’t!Somemakefunofit,someoverpraise,andnearlyallinsistthatIhadadeeptheorytoexpound,whenIonlywroteitforthepleasureandthemoney。IwishI’dprintedthewholeornotatall,forIdohatetobesomisjudged。\"Herfamilyandfriendsadministeredcomfortandcommendationliberally。Yetitwasahardtimeforsensitive,high—spiritedJo,whomeantsowellandhadapparentlydonesoill。Butitdidhergood,forthosewhoseopinionhadrealvaluegaveherthecriticismwhichisanauthor’sbesteducation,andwhenthefirstsorenesswasover,shecouldlaughatherpoorlittlebook,yetbelieveinitstill,andfeelherselfthewiserandstrongerforthebuffetingshehadreceived。\"Notbeingagenius,likeKeats,itwon’tkillme,\"shesaidstoutly,\"andI’vegotthejokeonmyside,afterall,forthepartsthatweretakenstraightoutofreallifearedenouncedasimpossibleandabsurd,andthescenesthatImadeupoutofmyownsillyheadarepronounced`charminglynatural,tender,andtrue’。SoI’llcomfortmyselfwiththat,andwhenI’mready,I’llupagainandtakeanother。\"
GoodWives:Chapter5CHAPTER5DomesticExperiencesLikemostotheryoungmatrons,Megbeganhermarriedlifewiththedeterminationtobeamodelhousekeeper。Johnshouldfindhomeaparadise,heshouldalwaysseeasmilingface,shouldfaresumptuouslyeveryday,andneverknowthelossofabutton。Shebroughtsomuchlove,energy,andcheerfulnesstotheworkthatshecouldnotbutsucceed,inspiteofsomeobstacles。Herparadisewasnotatranquilone,forthelittlewomanfussed,wasover—anxioustoplease,andbustledaboutlikeatrueMartha,cumberedwithmanycares。Shewastootired,sometimes,eventosmile,Johngrewdyspepticafteracourseofdaintydishesandungratefullydemandedplainfare。Asforbuttons,shesoonlearnedtowonderwheretheywent,toshakeherheadoverthecarelessnessofmen,andtothreatentomakehimsewthemonhimself,andseeifhisworkwouldstandimpatientandclumsyfingersanybetterthanhers。
Theywereveryhappy,evenaftertheydiscoveredthattheycouldn’tliveonlovealone。JohndidnotfindMeg’sbeautydiminished,thoughshebeamedathimfrombehindthefamiliarcoffeepot。NordidMegmissanyoftheromancefromthedailyparting,whenherhusbandfolloweduphiskisswiththetenderinquiry,\"ShallIsendsomevealormuttonfordinner,darling?\"Thelittlehouseceasedtobeaglorifiedbower,butitbecameahome,andtheyoungcouplesoonfeltthatitwasachangeforthebetter。Atfirsttheyplayedkeep—house,andfrolickedoveritlikechildren。ThenJohntooksteadilytobusiness,feelingthecaresoftheheadofafamilyuponhisshoulders,andMeglaidbyhercambricwrappers,putonabigapron,andfelltowork,asbeforesaid,withmoreenergythandiscretion。
WhilethecookingmanialastedshewentthroughMrs。Cornelius’sReceiptBookasifitwereamathematicalexercise,workingouttheproblemswithpatienceandcare。Sometimesherfamilywereinvitedintohelpeatupatoobounteousfeastofsuccesses,orLottywouldbeprivatelydispatchedwithabatchoffailures,whichweretobeconcealedfromalleyesintheconvenientstomachsofthelittleHummels。AneveningwithJohnovertheaccountbooksusuallyproducedatemporarylullintheculinaryenthusiasm,andafrugalfitwouldensue,duringwhichthepoormanwasputthroughacourseofbreadpudding,hash,andwarmed—overcoffee,whichtriedhissoul,althoughheboreitwithpraiseworthyfortitude。Beforethegoldenmeanwasfound,however,Megaddedtoherdomesticpossessionswhatyoungcouplesseldomgetonlongwithout,afamilyjar。
Firedawithhousewifelywishtoseeherstoreroomstockedwithhome—madepreserves,sheundertooktoputupherowncurrantjelly。Johnwasrequestedtoorderhomeadozenorsooflittlepotsandanextraquantityofsugar,fortheirowncurrantswereripeandweretobeattendedtoatonce。AsJohnfirmlybelievedthat`mywife’wasequaltoanything,andtookanaturalprideinherskill,heresolvedthatsheshouldbegratified,andtheironlycropoffruitlaidbyinamostpleasingformforwinteruse。Homecamefourdozendelightfullittlepots,halfabarrelofsugar,andasmallboytopickthecurrantsforher。Withherprettyhairtuckedintoalittlecap,armsbaredtotheelbow,andacheckedapronwhichhadacoquettishlookinspiteofthebib,theyounghousewifefelltowork,feelingnodoubtsabouthersuccess,forhadn’tsheseenHannahdoithundredsoftimes?Thearrayofpotsratheramazedheratfirst,butJohnwassofondofjelly,andthenicelittlejarswouldlooksowellonthetopshelf,thatMegresolvedtofillthemall,andspendalongdaypicking,boiling,straining,andfussingoverherjelly。Shedidherbest,sheaskedadviceofMrs。Cornelius,sherackedherbraintorememberwhatHannahdidthatsheleftundone,shereboiled,resugared,andrestrained,butthatdreadfulstuffwouldn’t`jell’。