\"Yes,youwill!\"persistedJo。\"You’llgetoverthisafterawhile,andfindsomelovelyaccomplishedgirl,whowilladoreyou,andmakeafinemistressforyourfinehouse。Ishouldn’t。I’mhomelyandawkwardandoddandold,andyou’dbeashamedofme,andweshouldquarrel——wecan’thelpitevennow,yousee—andIshouldn’tlikeelegantsocietyandyouwould,andyou’dhatemyscribbling,andIcouldn’tgetonwithoutit,andweshouldbeunhappy,andwishwehadn’tdoneit,andeverythingwouldbehorrid!\"
\"Anythingmore?\"askedLaurie,findingithardtolistenpatientlytothispropheticburst。
\"Nothingmore,exceptthatIdon’tbelieveIshallevermarry。I’mhappyasIam,andlovemylibertytoowelltobeinahurrytogiveitupforanymortalman。\"
\"Iknowbetter!\"brokeinLaurie。\"Youthinksonow,butthere’llcomeatimewhenyouwillcareforsomebody,andyou’lllovehimtremendously,andliveanddieforhim。Iknowyouwill,it’syourway,andIshallhavetostandbyandseeit。\"Andthedespairinglovercasthishatuponthegroundwithagesturethatwouldhaveseemedcomical,ifhisfacehadnotbeensotragic。
\"Yes,Iwillliveanddieforhim,ifherevercomesandmakesmelovehiminspiteofmyself,andyoumustdothebestyoucan!\"criedJo,losingpatiencewithpoorTeddy。\"I’vedonemybest,butyouwon’tbereasonable,andit’sselfishofyoutokeepteasingforwhatIcan’tgive。Ishallalwaysbefondofyou,veryfondindeed,asafriend,butI’llnevermarryyou,andthesooneryoubelieveitthebetterforbothofus——sonow!\"