Thatdecidedus,andwebecameunitedinfact。Shewasdivorced,marriedme,andyouwereborn。Wehavelivedinperfecthappiness,atleastIhave,andIbelieveyourmotheralso。Soames,soonafterthedivorce,marriedFleur’smother,andshewasborn。Thatisthestory,Jon。Ihavetoldityou,becausebytheaffectionwhichweseeyouhaveformedforthisman’sdaughteryouareblindlymovingtowardwhatmustutterlydestroyyourmother’shappiness,ifnotyourown。Idon’twishtospeakofmyself,becauseatmyagethere’snousesupposingIshallcumberthegroundmuchlonger,besides,whatI
shouldsufferwouldbemainlyonheraccount,andonyours。ButwhatIwantyoutorealiseisthatfeelingsofhorrorandaversionsuchasthosecanneverbeburiedorforgotten。Theyarealiveinherto—day。
OnlyyesterdayatLord’swehappenedtoseeSoamesForsyte。Herface,ifyouhadseenit,wouldhaveconvincedyou。Theideathatyoushouldmarryhisdaughterisanightmaretoher,Jon。IhavenothingtosayagainstFleursavethatsheishisdaughter。Butyourchildren,ifyoumarriedher,wouldbethegrandchildrenofSoames,asmuchasofyourmother,ofamanwhoonceownedyourmotherasamanmightownaslave。Thinkwhatthatwouldmean。Bysuchamarriageyouenterthecampwhichheldyourmotherprisonerandwhereinsheateherheartout。Youarejustonthethresholdoflife,youhaveonlyknownthisgirltwomonths,andhoweverdeeplyyouthinkyouloveher,Iappealtoyoutobreakitoffatonce。
Don’tgiveyourmotherthisranklingpainandhumiliationduringtherestofherlife。Youngthoughshewillalwaysseemtome,sheisfifty—seven。Exceptforustwoshehasnooneintheworld。Shewillsoonhaveonlyyou。Pluckupyourspirit,Jon,andbreakaway。
Don’tputthiscloudandbarrierbetweenyou。Don’tbreakherheart!