WhoistherewhodoesnotknowthatthesacramentsofGod’sblessingspertainingtotheChurchareparticularlyascribedtotheoperationofdivinegrace,bywhichismeanttheHolySpirit?ForsoothwearebornagainofwaterandoftheHolySpiritinbaptism,andthusfromtheverybeginningisthebodymade,asitwere,aspecialtempleofGod。Inthesuccessivesacraments,moreover,theseven—foldgraceoftheSpiritisadded,wherebythissametempleofGodismadebeautifulandisconsecrated。Whatwonderisit,then,iftothatPersontoWhomtheapostleassignedaspiritualtempleweshoulddedicateamaterialone?OrtowhatPersoncanachurchbemorerightlysaidtobelongthantoHimtoWhomalltheblessingswhichthechurchadministersareparticularlyascribed?Itwasnot,however,withthethoughtofdedicatingmyoratorytoonePersonthatIfirstcalledittheParaclete,butforthereasonIhavealreadytold,thatinthisspotIfoundconsolation。Nonetheless,evenifIhaddoneitforthereasonattributedtome,thedeparturefromtheusualcustomwouldhavebeeninnowayillogical。CHAPTERXIIOFTHEPERSECUTIONDIRECTEDAGAINSTHIMBYSUNDRYNEWENEMIESOR,ASITWEREAPOSTLES
ANDsoIdweltinthisplace,mybodyindeedhiddenaway,butmyfamespreadingthroughoutthewholeworld,tillitsechoreverberatedmightily——echo,thatfancyofthepoet’s,whichhassogreatavoice,andnoughtbeside。Myformerrivals,seeingthattheythemselveswerenowpowerlesstodomehurt,stirredupagainstmecertainnewapostlesinwhomtheworldputgreatfaith。Oneofthese(NorbertofPrémontré)tookprideinhispositionascanonofaregularorder;theother(BernardofClairvaux)madeithisboastthathebadrevivedthetruemonasticlife。
Thesetworanhitherandyonpreachingandshamelesslyslanderingmeineverywaytheycould,sothatintimetheysucceededindrawingdownonmyheadthescornofmanyamongthosehavingauthority,amongboththeclergyandthelaity。Theyspreadabroadsuchsinisterreportsofmyfaithaswellasofmylifethattheyturnedevenmybestfriendsagainstme,andthosewhostillretainedsomethingoftheirformerregardformewerefaintodisguiseitineverypossiblewaybyreasonoftheirfearofthesetwomen。
GodismywitnessthatwhensoeverIlearnedoftheconveningofanewassemblageoftheclergy,Ibelievedthatitwasdonefortheexpresspurposeofmycondemnation。Stunnedbythisfearlikeonesmittenwithathunderbolt,Idailyexpectedtobedraggedbeforetheircouncilsorassembliesasahereticoroneguiltyofimpiety。ThoughIseemtocompareafleawithalion,oranantwithanelephant,inverytruthmyrivalspersecutedmenolessbitterlythanthehereticsofoldhoundedSt。Athanasius。Often,Godknows,IsanksodeepindespairthatIwasreadytoleavetheworldofChristendomandgoforthamongtheheathen,payingthemastipulatedtributeinorderthatImightlivequietlyaChristianlifeamongtheenemiesofChrist。Itseemedtomethatsuchpeoplemightindeedbekindlydisposedtowardme,particularlyastheywoulddoubtlesssuspectmeofbeingnogoodChristian,imputingmyflighttosomecrimeIhadcommitted,andwouldthereforebelievethatImightperhapsbewonovertotheirformofworship。CHAPTERXIIIOFTHEABBEYTOWHICHHEWASCALLEDANDOFTHEPERSECUTIONHEHAD
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