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  TOMYMOTHER

  VIRGINIAWHITMOREMARQUIS

  CONTENTS

  PROEM

  DAYLIGHTHUMORS

  THISISANOTHERDAY

  APRILSONG

  THEEARTH,ITISALSOASTAR

  THENAME

  THEBIRTH

  AMOODOFPAVLOWA

  THEPOOL

  \"THEYHADNOPOET\"

  NEWYORK

  AHYMN

  THESINGER

  WORDSARENOTGUNS

  WITHTHESUBMARINES

  NICHOLASOFMONTENEGRO

  DICKENS

  APOLITICIAN

  THEBAYONET

  THEBUTCHERSATPRAYER

  SHADOWS

  HAUNTED

  ANIGHTMARE

  THEMOTHER

  INTHEBAYOU

  THESAILOR’SWIFESPEAKS

  HUNTED

  ADREAMCHILD

  ACROSSTHENIGHT

  SEACHANGES

  THETAVERNOFDESPAIR

  COLORSANDSURFACES

  AGOLDENLAD

  THESAGEANDTHEWOMAN

  NEWSFROMBABYLON

  ARHYMEOFTHEROADS

  THELANDOFYESTERDAY

  OCTOBER

  CHANTOFTHECHANGINGHOURS

  DREAMSANDDUST

  SELVES

  THEWAGES

  INMARS,WHATAVATAR?

  THEGOD—MAKER,MAN

  UNREST

  THEPILTDOWNSKULL

  THESEEKER

  THEAWAKENING

  ASONGOFMEN

  THENOBLERLESSON

  ATLAST

  LYRICS

  \"KINGPANDION,HEISDEAD\"

  DAVIDTOBATHSHEBA

  THEJESTERS

  \"MARY,MARY,QUITECONTRARY\"

  THETRIOLET

  FROMTHEBRIDGE

  \"PALADINS,PALADINS,YOUTHNOBLE—HEARTED\"

  \"MYLANDS,NOTTHINE\"

  TOADANCINGDOLL

  LOWERNEWYORK——ASTORM

  ATSUNSET

  ACHRISTMASGIFT

  SILVIA

  THEEXPLORERS

  EARLYAUTUMN

  \"TIMESTEALSFROMLOVE\"

  THERONDEAU

  VISITORS

  THEPARTING

  ANOPENFIRE

  REALITIES

  REALITIES

  THESTRUGGLE

  THEREBEL

  THECHILDANDTHEMILL

  \"SICTRANSITGLORIAMUNDI\"

  THECOMRADE

  ENVOI

  PROEM

  \"SOLETTHEMPASS,THESESONGSOFMINE\"

  Soletthempass,thesesongsofmine,Intooblivion,norrepine;

  Abandonedruinsoflargeschemes,Dimmedlightsadriftfromnoblerdreams,WeakwingsIspedonquestsdivine,Soletthempass,thesesongsofmine。

  Theysoar,orsinkephemeral——

  Icarenotgreatlywhichbefall!

  ForifnosongIe’erhadwrought,StillhaveIlovedandlaughedandfought;

  Soletthempass,thesesongsofmine;

  Istingtoohotwithlifetowhine!

  StillshallIstruggle,fail,aspire,LoseGod,andfindGodsinthemire,Anddrinkdream—deeplife’sheadywine——

  Soletthempass,thesesongsofmine。

  DAYLIGHTHUMORS

  THISISANOTHERDAY

  IAMmineownpriest,andIshrivemyselfOfallmywastedyesterdays。ThoughsinAndslothandfoolishness,andallillweedsOferror,evil,andneglectgrowrankAnduglythere,IdareforgivemyselfThaterror,sin,andslothandfoolishness。

  GodknowsthatyesterdayIplayedthefool;

  GodknowsthatyesterdayIplayedtheknave;

  ButshallIthereforecloudthisnewdawno’erWithfogoffutilesighsandvainregrets?

  Thisisanotherday!AndflushedHopewalksAdownthesunwardslopeswithgoldenshoon。

  Thisisanotherday;anditsyoungstrengthIslaiduponthequiveringhillsuntil,LikeEgypt’sMemnon,theygrowquickwithsong。

  Thisisanotherday,andtheboldworldLeapsupandgraspsitslight,andlaughs,asleaptPrometheusupandwrenchedthefirefromZeus。

  Thisisanotherday——areitseyesblurredWithmaudlingriefforanywastedpast?

  Athousandthousandfailuresshallnotdaunt!

  Letdustclaspdust;death,death——Iamalive!

  AndoutofallthedustanddeathofmineOldselvesIdaretoliftasingingheartAndlivingfaith;myspiritdaresdrinkdeepOftheredmirthmantlinginthecupofmorn。

  APRILSONG

  FLEETacrossthegrassesFlashthefeetofSpring,Piping,ashepassesFleetacrossthegrasses,\"Follow,ladsandlasses!

  Sing,world,sing!\"

  FleetacrossthegrassesFlashthefeetofSpring!

  IdlewindsdeliverRumorsthroughthetown,Talesofreedsthatquiver,Idlewindsdeliver,WheretherapidriverDragsthewillowsdown——

  IdlewindsdeliverRumorsthroughthetown。

  InthecountryplacesBythesilverbrooksAprilairshergraces;

  InthecountryplacesWaywardAprilpaces,Laughterinherlooks;

  InthecountryplacesBythesilverbrooks。

  HintsofalienglamorEvenreachthetown;

  UrbanmusesstammerHintsofalienglamor,Butthecity’sclamorBeatsthevoicesdown;

  HintsofalienglamorEvenreachthetown。

  THISEARTH,ITISALSOASTAR

  WHEREthesingersofSaturnfindtongue,WheretheGalaxy’sloversembrace,Ourworldanditsbeautyaresung!

  TheyleanfromtheircasementstotraceIfourplanetstillspinsinitsplace;

  Faithfablesthethingthatweare,AndFantasylaughsandgiveschase:

  Thisearth,itisalsoastar!

  Roundthesun,thatisfixed,andhungForalampinthedarknessofspaceWearewhirled,weareswirled,weareflung;

  SingingandshiningweraceAndourlightontheupliftedfaceOfdreamerorprophetafarMayfallasasymbolofgrace:

  Thisearth,itisalsoastar!

  LookingoutwhereourplanetisswungDoubtloseshiswrithengrimace,Dryheartsdrinkthegleamsandareyoung;——

  Whereagony’sboughsinterlaceHisGardensomeJesusmaypace,Lifting,thewanavatar,Hissoultothislightasavase!

  Thisearth,itisalsoastar!

  GreatspiritsinsorrowfulcaseYearntousthroughthevaporsthatbar:

  Canstthinkofthat,soul,andbebase?——

  Thisearth,itisalsoastar!

  THENAME

  ITshiftsandshiftsfromformtoform,Itdriftsanddarkles,gleamsandglows;

  Itisthepassionofthestorm,Thepoignanceoftherose;

  Throughchangingshapes,throughdeviousways,Bynoonornight,throughcloudorflame,MyhearthasfollowedallmydaysSomethingIcannotname。

  Insunlightonsomewoman’shair,Orstarlightinsomewoman’seyne,OrinlowlaughtersmotheredwhereHerredlipsweddedmine,Myhearthathknown,andthrilledtoknow,Thisunnamedpresencethatitsought;

  Andwhenmyhearthathfounditso,\"Loveisthename,\"Ithought。

  SometimeswhensuddenafterglowsInfutileglorystormtheskiesWithintheirtransientgoldandroseThesecretstirsanddies;

  Orwhenthetramplingmornwalkso’erThetroubledseas,withfeetofflame,Myawedheartwhispers,\"Asknomore,ForBeautyisthename!\"

  OrdreaminginoldchapelswhereThedimaislespulsewithmurmuringsThatpartaremusic,partareprayer——

  (Orrushofhiddenwings)

  SometimesIliftastartledheadTosomesaint’scarvencountenance,Halffancyingthatthelipshavesaid,AllnamesmeanGod,perchance!\"

  THEBIRTH

  THEREisalegendthattheloveofGodSoquickenedunderMary’sheartitwroughtHerverymaidenhoodtoholierstuff……

  Howeverthatmaybe,thebirthbefellUponanightwhenalltheSyrianstarsSwayedtremulousbeforeonelordlierorbThatroseingradualsplendor,Paused,Floodingthefirmamentwithmysticlight,AnddroppeduponthebreathinghillsAsuddenmusicLikeadistillationfromitsgleams;

  Arainofspiritandadewofsong!

  AMOODOFPAVLOWA

  THEsouloftheSpringthroughitsbodyofearthBurstsinabloomoffire,Andthecrocusescomeinarainbowriotofmirth……

  Theyflutter,theyburn,theytakewing,theyaspire……

  Wings,motionandmusicandflame,Flower,womanandlaughter,andallthesethesame!

  Sheislightandfirstloveandtheyouthoftheworld,Sheissandaledwithjoy……sheisliftedandwhirled,Sheisflung,sheisswirled,sheisdrivenalongBythecarnivalwindsthathavetornherawayFromthecoronalbloomonthebrowoftheMay……

  Sheisyouth,sheisfoam,sheisflame,sheisvisibleSong!

  THEPOOL

  REACHover,myUndine,andclutchmeareed——

  Nymphofmineidleness,notchmeapipe——

  ForIamfulfilledofthesilence,andlongFortoutterthesenseofthesilenceinsong。

  Down—streamalltherapidsaretroubledwithpebblesThatfetterandfretwhatthewaterwouldutter,Anditrushesandsplashesintremuloustrebles;

  Itmakeshastethroughtheshallows,itssoulisaflutter;

  ButhereallthesoundissereneandoutspreadInthemurmurousmoodsofaslow—swirlingpool;

  Hereallthesoundsareunhurriedandcool;

  Everysilenceiskithtoasound;theyarewed,Theyaremated,aremingled,aretangled,arebound;

  Everyhushisinlovewithasound,everysoundBythelawofitslifetosomesilenceisbound。

  Thenherewillwehide;idlehereandabide,Inthecoverthere,closebythewaterside——

  Here,wheretheslimflatteredreedsareaquiverWiththeexquisitehintsofthereticentriver,Here,wherethelipsofthispoolarethelipsOfallpools,letuslistenandquestionandwait;

  Letusharktothewhispersofloveandofdeath,Letusharktothelispingsoflifeandoffate——

  InthisplacewherepalesilencesflowerintosoundLetusstriveforsomesecretofalltheprofoundDeepandcalmSilencethatmeshesmen’round!

  There’sasmuchofGodhintedinoneripple’splashes——

  There’sasmuchofTruthglintsinyondragon—

  fly’sflight——

  There’sasmuchPurposegleamswhereyondertroutflashesAsin——anybookelse!——couldwereadthingsaright。

  Thennymphofmineindolence,hereletushide,Learn,listen,andquestion;idlehereandabideWheretherushesandliliesleanlowtothetide。

  \"THEYHADNOPOET……\"

  \"Vainwasthechief’s,thesage’spride!

  Theyhadnopoetandtheydied。\"——POPE。

  ByTigris,orthestreamsofInd,EreColchisrose,orBabylon,Forgottenempiresdreamedandsinned,Settingtalltownsagainstthedawn,Which,whentheproudSunsmoteupon,Flashedfireforfireandprideforpride;

  Theirnameswere……Askoblivion!……

  \"Theyhadnopoet,andtheydied。\"

  Queens,duskofhairandtawny—skinned,Thatlollwherefellowleopardsfawn……

  Theirheartsaredustbeforethewind,Theirloves,thatshooktheworld,arewan!

  Passionismighty……but,anon,StrongDeathhasRomanceforhisbride;

  Theirlegends……Askoblivion!……

  \"Theyhadnopoet,andtheydied。\"

  Heroes,thebraggarttrumpsthatdinnedTheirfutiletriumphs,monarch,pawn,Wildtribesmen,kingdomsdisciplined,Passedlikeawhirlwindandweregone;

  Theybuiltwithbronzeandgoldandbrawn,TheinnerVisionstilldenied;

  Theirconquests……Askoblivion!……

  \"Theyhadnopoet,andtheydied。\"

  Dumboracles,andpriestswithdrawn,Wasitbutfleshtheydeified?

  Theirgodswere……Askoblivion!……

  \"Theyhadnopoet,andtheydied。\"

  NEWYORK

  SHEishottotheseathatcrouchesbeside,Humanandhottothecoolstarspeeringdown,Mypassionatecity,myquiveringtown,Andherdarkblood,tideuponpurpletide,Withthrobsasofthunderbeats,Withleapingrhythmsandvast,isswirledThroughtheshakenlengthsofherveinedstreets……

  Shepulses,theheartofaworld!

  Ihavethrilledwithherecstasy,agony,woe——

  HathsheamoodthatIdonotknow?

  Thewindsofhermusictumultuoushaveseizedmeandswayedme,Havelifted,haveswungmearoundIntheirwhorlsasofcyclonicsound;

  Herpassionshavetornmeandtossedmeandbrayedme;

  Drunkenandtrancedanddazzledwithvisionsandgleams,Ihavespunwithherdervishpriests;

  IhavesearchedtothesoulsofherhuntedbeastsAndfoundlovesleepingthere;

  Ihavesoaredonthewingsofherflashingdreams;

  Ihavesunkwithherdulldespair;

  Ihavesweatwithhertravailsandcursedwithherpains;

  Ihaveswelledwithherfoolishpride;

  IhaveragedthroughathickredmistatonewithherbrandedCains,WithherbrokenChristshavedied。

  Obeautifulhalf—godcityofvisionsandlove!

  Ohideoushalf—brutecityofhate!

  Owhollyhumanandbaffledandpassionatetown!

  Thethroesofthyburgeoning,stressofthyfight,Thybitter,blindstruggletogainforthybodyasoul,Ihaveknown,Ihavefelt,andbeenshakenthereby!

  Wakenedandshakenandbroken,ForIhearinthythundersterrificthatthrobthroughthyrapidveinsThebeatoftheheartofaworld。

  AHYMN

  (1914)

  CLOTHEDonwiththunderandwithsteelAndblackagainstthedawnThewhirlingarmiesclashandreel……

  Awind,andtheyaregoneLikemistswithdrawn,Likemistswithdrawn!

  Likecloudswithdrawn,likedrivensands,Earth’sbodyvanisheth:

  Onesolidthingunconqueredstands,Theghostthathumblesdeath。

  Allelseisbreath,Allelseisbreath!

  Manrosefromoutthestingingslime,Halfbrute,andsoughtasoul,Andupthestarrierwaysoftime,Halfgod,untohisgoal,Hestillmustclimb,Hestillmustclimb!

  Whatthoughworldsstagger,andthesunsSeemshakenintheirplace,TrustthoutheleapinglovethatrunsCreativeoverspace:

  Takeheartofgrace,Takeheartofgrace!

  WhatthoughgreatkingdomsfallondeathBeforethestabbingblade,Theirbrazenmightwasonlybreath,Theirsubstancebutashade——

  Benotdismayed,Benotdismayed!

  Man’sdreamwhichconqueredbruteandclodShallfailnot,butendure,Shallrise,thoughbeatentothesod,Shallholditsvantagesure——

  AssureasGod,AssureasGod!

  THESINGER

  ALITTLEwhile,withloveandyouth,Hewandered,singing:——

  Hefeltlife’spulseshotandstrongBeatallhisrapidveinsalong;

  Hewroughtlife’srhythmsintosong:

  Helaughed,hesangtheDawn!

  Soclose,soclosetolifehedweltThatatraretimesandrapthefeltThefleshlybarriersyieldandmelt;

  Hetrembled,lookingonCreationathermiracles;

  Hissoul—sightpiercedtheearthlyshellsAndsawthespiritweaveitsspells,Theveilofclaywithdrawn;——

  Alittlewhile,withloveandyouth,Hewandered,singing!

  Alittlewhile,withageanddeath,Hewanders,dreaming;——

  NomorethethunderandtheurgeOfearth’sfulltidesthatstormthevergeOfheavenwiththeirsweepandsurgeShalllift,shallbearhimon;

  WhereisthegoldenhopethatledHimcomradewiththemightydead?

  Thelovethataureoledhishead?——

  Thegloryiswithdrawn!

  Howshallonesoarwithbrokenwings?

  TheleaguedmightoffutilethingsWarswiththeheartthatdaresandsings;——

  ItisnotalwaysDawn!

  Alittlewhile,withageanddeath,Hewanders,dreaming。

  WORDSARENOTGUNS

  Putbythesword(adreamersaith),Theyearsofpeacedrawnigh!

  AlreadythemillennialdawnMakesredtheeasternsky!

  Benotdeceived。Itcomesnotyet!

  TheancientpassionskeepAlivebeneaththeirchangingmasks。

  Theyarenotdead。Theysleep。

  Surelypeacecomes。AssureasManRosefromprimevalslime。

  Thatwasnotyesterday。There’sstillAwearyheighttoclimb!

  AndwecandwelltoolongwithdreamsAndplaytoomuchwithwords,ForgettingourinheritanceWasboughtandheldwithswords。

  ButTruth(yousay)makestyrantsquail——

  BeatsdownembattledWrong?

  Iftruthbearmed!Benotdeceived。

  Thestrifeistothestrong。

  Wordsarenotguns。Wordsarenotships。

  Andshipsandgunsprevail。

  Ourliberties,thatbloodhasgained,Areguarded,ortheyfail。

  Truthdoesnottriumphwithoutblows,Errornottamelyyields。

  Butfalsehoodcloseswithquickfaith,Fierce,onathousandfields。

  Andsurely,somewhatofthatfaithOurfathersfoughtforclings!

  Whichcalledthisfreedom’shemisphere,DespiteEarth’sleaguedkings。

  Greatcreedsgrowthews,orelsetheydie。

  Thoughtclothedindeedislord。

  Whatarethygods?Thygodsbroughtlove?

  Theyalsobroughtasword。

  Unchallenged,shallwealwaysstand,Secure,apart,aloof?

  Benotdeceived。ThathourshallcomeWhichputsustotheproof。

  Then,thatweholdthetrustwehaveSafeguardedforoursons,Letusceasedreaming!LetushaveMoreships,moretroops,moreguns!

  WITHTHESUBMARINES

  ABOVE,thebaffledtwilightfails;beneath,theblindsnakescreep;

  Besideusglidesthecharnelshark,ourpilotthroughthedeep;

  And,lurkingwherelowheadlandsshieldfromcruisingscoutandspy,Webidethesignalthroughthegloomthatbidsusslayordie。

  Allwatchful,mute,thecrouchinggunsthatguardthestraitsealanes——

  Watchfulandhawklike,plumedwithhate,thedesperateaeroplanes——

  Andstillasdeathandswiftasfate,abovethedarklingcoasts,ThespyingWirelesssowsthenightwithtroopsofstealthyghosts,Whilehushedthroughallherhuddledstreetsthetide—walledcitywaitsThedrummingthundersthatannouncebrutebattleathergates。

  Southwardahundredwindyleagues,throughstormsthatblindandbar,Ourcheatedcruiserssearchthewaves,ourcap—

  tainsseekthewar;

  Butheretheportofperilis;thefoeman’sdread—

  noughtsrideSullenandblackagainstthemoon,uponasullentide。

  Andonlywetolaunchourselvesagainsttheirstarkadvance——

  Toguideuncertainlightningsthroughthesetreach—

  erousseasofchance!……

  Andnowawheelingsearchlightpaintsasignalonthenight;

  Andnowthebellowinggunsareloudwiththewildlustoffight……

  Andnow,herflanksofsteelapulsewithallthepowerofhell,Forthfromthedarknessleapsinprideahatefulmiracle,TheflagshipoftheirAdmiral——andnowGodhelpandsave!——

  WechallengeDeathatDeath’sowngame;wesinkbeneaththewave!……

  Ah,steadynow——andonegoodblow——onestraightstabthroughthegloom——

  Ah,good!——thethrustwenthome!——shefounders——

  flounderstoherdoom!——

  Fullspeedahead!——thosedamnedquick—firingguns——butletthembark——

  What’sthat——thedynamos?——they’vegotus,men!

  ——Christ!inthedark!

  NICHOLASOFMONTENEGRO

  (1912)

  HEspeaksasstraightashisriflesshot,Asstraightasathrustingblade,WaitingthedeedthatshalltroublethetruceHissavagegunshavemade。

  \"Youhavedaredthewrathofadozenstates,\"

  Wasthechallengethatheheard;

  \"Wecandiebutonce!\"saidthegrimoldKingAshegrippedhismountainsword。

  \"ForIpaidinbloodforthetownItook,Thebloodofmybravemenslain,——

  AndifyoucovetthetownItookYoumustbuyitwithbloodagain!\"

  SternoldKingofthestark,blackhills,Wherethelean,fierceeaglesbreed,Yourspeechringstrueasyourgoodswordrings——

  Andyouareakingindeed!

  DICKENS

  \"TheonlybookthatthepartyhadwasavolumeofDickens。

  Duringthesixmonthsthattheylayinthecavewhichtheyhadhackedintheice,waitingforspringtocome,theyreadthisvolumethroughagainandagain。\"——Fromanewspaperreportofanantarcticexpedition。

  HUDDLEDwithintheirsavagelairTheyhearkenedtotheprowlingwind;

  Theyheardtheloudwingsofdespair……

  Andmadnessbeatagainstthemind……

  AsunlessworldstretchedstarkoutsideAsifithadcursedGodanddied;

  DumbplainslaypronebeneaththeweightOfcoldunutterablygreat;

  Ironiceboundallthebitterseas,Thebrutalhillswerebleakashate……

  HerenonebutDeathmightwalkatease!

  ThenDickensspoke,and,lo!thevastUnpeopledvoidstirredintolife;

  Thedeadworldquickened,themadblastHushedforanhouritsidiotstrifeWithnothingness……

  Andfromthegloom,Partingtheflapsoffrozenskin,Oldfriendsanddearcametroopingin,Andlightandlaughterfilledtheroom……

  Voicesandfaces,shapesbeloved,Babblinglipsandkindlyeyes,Notghosts,butfriendsthatlivedandmoved……

  Theybroughtthesunfromotherskies,TheywroughtthemagicthatdispelsThebittererpartofloneliness……

  AndwhentheyvanishedeachmandreamedHisdreamthereinthewilderness……

  OneheardthechimeofChristmasbells,And,staringdownacountrylane,Sawbrightagainstthewindow—paneThefirelightbeckonwarmandred……

  AndoneturnedfromthewatersideWhereThamesrollsdownhisslothfultideTobreastthehumanseathatbeatsThroughroaringLondon’sbatteredstreetsAndrevelinthemoodsofmen……

  AndonesawalltheAprilhillsMadegladwithgoldendaffodils,Andfoundandkissedhisloveagain……

  ByallthetroubledheartshecheersInhomelywaysorbylosttrails,ByalllightshedthroughalldarkyearsWhenhopegrowssickandcouragequails,Wehailhimfirstamonghispeers;

  Whetherwesorrow,sing,orfeast,He,too,hathknownandunderstood——

  Masterofmanymoods,highpriestOfmirthandlordofcleansingtears!

  APOLITICIAN

  LEADERnomore,bejudgedofus!

  HailedChief,andloved,ofyore——

  Youth,andthefaithofyouth,cryout:

  LeaderandChiefnomore!

  WedreamedaProphet,flushedwithfaith,ContenttotoilinpainIfthathissacrificemightbe,Somehow,hispeople’sgain。

  Wesawavision,andourbloodBeatredandhotandstrong:

  \"Leadus(wecried)towaragainstSomefoul,embattledwrong!\"

  WedreamedaWarriorwhoseswordWasedgedforshamandshame;

  WedreamedaStatesmanfaraboveThevulgarlustforfame。

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