Alas,nothingbutadesertoffinestsand!Notatracewasleftoftheriverthathadplungedadowntherocks!Thepowderydrifthadfilleditscoursetothelevelofthedrearyexpanse!AsI
lookedbackIsawthattheriverhaddividedintotwobranchesasitfell,thatwhosebankIhadnowfollowedtothefootoftherockyscaur,andthatwhichfirstIcrossedtotheEvilWood。ThewoodIdescriedbetweenthetwoonthefarhorizon。Beforemeandtotheleft,thedesertstretchedbeyondmyvision,butfartotherightIcouldseealiftinthesky—line,givinghopeoftheforesttowhichmyhostesshaddirectedme。
Isatdown,andsoughtinmypocketthehalf—loafIhadbroughtwithme——thenfirsttounderstandwhatmyhostesshadmeantconcerningit。Verilythebreadwasnotforthemorrow:ithadshrunkandhardenedtoastone!Ithrewitaway,andsetoutagain。
AboutnoonIcametoafewtamariskandjunipertrees,andthentoafewstuntedfirs。AsIwenton,closerthicketsandlargerfirsmetme,andatlengthIwasinjustsuchaforestofpinesandothertreesasthatinwhichtheLittleOnesfoundtheirbabies,andbelievedIhadreturneduponafartherportionofthesame。ButwhatmatteredWHEREwhileEVERYWHEREwasthesameasNOWHERE!Ihadnotyet,bydoingsomethinginit,madeANYWHEREintoaplace!I
wasnotyetalive;IwasonlydreamingIlived!Iwasbutaconsciousnesswithanoutlook!TrulyIhadbeennothingelseintheworldIhadleft,butnowIknewthefact!IsaidtomyselfthatifinthisforestIshouldcatchthefaintgleamofthemirror,Iwouldturnfarasidelestitshouldentrapmeunawares,andgivemebacktomyoldexistence:hereImightlearntobesomethingbydoingsomething!Icouldnotendurethethoughtofgoingback,withsomanybeginningsandnotanendachieved。TheLittleOneswouldmeetwhatfatewasappointedthem;theawfulwitchIshouldnevermeet;thedeadwouldripenandarisewithoutme;IshouldbutwaketoknowthatIhaddreamed,andthatallmygoingwasnowhither!I