Women in Love

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第38章

Women in Love D。 H。 Lawrence

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  `AsforLoerke,thereisathousandtimesmoreinhimthaninaGerald。

  Geraldissolimited,thereisadeadendtohim。Hewouldgrindonattheoldmillsforever。Andreally,thereisnocornbetweenthemillstonesanymore。Theygrindonandon,whenthereisnothingtogrind——sayingthesamethings,believingthesamethings,actingthesamethings。Oh,myGod,itwouldwearoutthepatienceofastone。

  `Idon\'tworshipLoerke,butatanyrate,heisafreeindividual。Heisnotstiffwithconceitofhisownmaleness。Heisnotgrindingdutifullyattheoldmills。OhGod,whenIthinkofGerald,andhiswork——thoseofficesatBeldover,andthemines——itmakesmyheartsick。WhathaveItodowithit——andhimthinkinghecanbealovertoawoman!Onemightaswellaskitofaself—satisfiedlamp—post。Thesemen,withtheireternaljobs——andtheireternalmillsofGodthatkeepongrindingatnothing!

  Itistooboring,justboring。HoweverdidIcometotakehimseriouslyatall!

  `AtleastinDresden,onewillhaveone\'sbacktoitall。Andtherewillbeamusingthingstodo。Itwillbeamusingtogototheseeurythmicdisplays,andtheGermanopera,theGermantheatre。ItwillbeamusingtotakepartinGermanBohemianlife。AndLoerkeisanartist,heisafreeindividual。Onewillescapefromsomuch,thatisthechiefthing,escapesomuchhideousboringrepetitionofvulgaractions,vulgarphrases,vulgarpostures。Idon\'tdeludemyselfthatIshallfindanelixiroflifeinDresden。IknowIshan\'t。ButIshallgetawayfrompeoplewhohavetheirownhomesandtheirownchildrenandtheirownacquaintancesandtheirownthisandtheirownthat。Ishallbeamongpeoplewhodon\'townthingsandwhohaven\'tgotahomeandadomesticservantinthebackground,whohaven\'tgotastandingandastatusandadegreeandacircleoffriendsofthesame。OhGod,thewheelswithinwheelsofpeople,itmakesone\'sheadticklikeaclock,withaverymadnessofdeadmechanicalmonotonyandmeaninglessness。HowIhatelife,howIhateit。HowIhatetheGeralds,thattheycanofferonenothingelse。

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