allthesewerebeforeus,alongwithathousandbeautifulmemoriesofouryouth,beautifulandsad,butasrealandvividinourmindsasthatfairandalways—rememberedsceneoureyesbeheldoncemore。
Weforgetnothing。Thememorysleeps,butwakensagain;Ioftenthinkhowitshallbewhen,afterthelastsleepofdeath,thereveilleeshallarouseusforever,andthepastinoneflashofself—consciousnessrushback,likethesoulrevivified。
Thehousewouldnotbeupforsomehoursyet,(itwasJuly,andthedawnwasonlyjustawake,)andhereEsmondopenedhimselftohismistress,ofthebusinesshehadinhand,andwhatpartFrankwastoplayinit。Heknewhecouldconfideanythingtoher,andthatthefondsoulwoulddieratherthanrevealit;andbiddingherkeepthesecretfromall,helaiditentirelybeforehismistress(alwaysasstaunchalittleloyalistasanyinthekingdom),andindeedwasquitesurethatanyplan,ofhiswassecureofherapplauseandsympathy。Neverwassuchagloriousschemetoherpartialmind,neversuchadevotedknighttoexecuteit。Anhourortwomayhavepassedwhilsttheywerehavingtheircolloquy。
Beatrixcameouttothemjustastheirtalkwasover;hertallbeautifulformrobedinsable(whichsheworewithoutostentationeversincelastyear\'scatastrophe),sweepingoverthegreenterrace,andcastingitsshadowsbeforeheracrossthegrass。
Shemadeusoneofhergrandcurtsiessmiling,andcalledus\"theyoungpeople。\"Shewasolder,paler,andmoremajesticthanintheyearbefore;hermotherseemedtheyoungestofthetwo。Sheneveroncespokeofhergrief,LadyCastlewoodtoldEsmond,oralluded,savebyaquietwordortwo,tothedeathofherhopes。