Butofthisactionthereislittleneedtospeak,asithathbeenrelatedineveryGazette,andtalkedofineveryhamletinthiscountry。Toreturnfromittothewriter\'sprivateaffairs,whichhere,inhisoldage,andatadistance,henarratesforhischildrenwhocomeafterhim。BeforeOudenarde,afterthatchancerencontrewithCaptainvonHoltzatBrussels,aspaceofmorethanayearelapsed,duringwhichthecaptainofJesuitsandthecaptainofWebb\'sFusileerswerethrownverymuchtogether。Esmondhadnodifficultyinfindingout(indeed,theothermadenosecretofittohim,beingassuredfromoldtimesofhispupil\'sfidelity),thatthenegotiatorofprisonerswasanagentfromSt。Germains,andthathecarriedintelligencebetweengreatpersonagesinourcampandthatoftheFrench。\"Mybusiness,\"saidhe——\"andItellyou,bothbecauseIcantrustyouandyourkeeneyeshavealreadydiscoveredit——isbetweentheKingofEnglandandhissubjectshereengagedinfightingtheFrenchking。Asbetweenyouandthem,alltheJesuitsintheworldwillnotpreventyourquarrelling:fightitout,gentlemen。St。GeorgeforEngland,Isay——andyouknowwhosaysso,whereverhemaybe。\"
IthinkHoltlovedtomakeaparadeofmystery,asitwere,andwouldappearanddisappearatourquartersassuddenlyasheusedtoreturnandvanishintheolddaysatCastlewood。Hehadpassesbetweenbotharmies,andseemedtoknow(butwiththatinaccuracywhichbelongedtothegoodFather\'somniscience)equallywellwhatpassedintheFrenchcampandinours。OnedayhewouldgiveEsmondnewsofagreatfestethattookplaceintheFrenchquarters,ofasupperofMonsieurdeRohan\'s,wheretherewasplayandviolins,andthendancingandmasques;theKingdrovethitherinMarshalVillars\'ownguinguette。AnotherdayhehadthenewsofhisMajesty\'sague:theKinghadnothadafitthesetendays,andmightbesaidtobewell。CaptainHoltzmadeavisittoEnglandduringthistime,soeagerwasheaboutnegotiatingprisoners;and\'twasonreturningfromthisvoyagethathebegantoopenhimselfmoretoEsmond,andtomakehim,asoccasionserved,attheirvariousmeetings,severalofthoseconfidenceswhichareheresetdownalltogether。
Thereasonofhisincreasedconfidencewasthis:upongoingtoLondon,theolddirectorofEsmond\'saunt,thedowager,paidherladyshipavisitatChelsey,andtherelearntfromherthatCaptainEsmondwasacquaintedwiththesecretofhisfamily,andwasdeterminednevertodivulgeit。TheknowledgeofthisfactraisedEsmondinhisoldtutor\'seyes,soHoltwaspleasedtosay,andheadmiredHarryverymuchforhisabnegation。
\"ThefamilyatCastlewoodhavedonefarmoreformethanmyowneverdid,\"Esmondsaid。\"Iwouldgivemylifeforthem。WhyshouldIgrudgetheonlybenefitthat\'tisinmypowertoconferonthem?\"ThegoodFather\'seyesfilledwithtearsatthisspeech,whichtotheotherseemedverysimple:heembracedEsmond,andbrokeoutintomanyadmiringexpressions;hesaidhewasanoblecoeur,thathewasproudofhim,andfondofhimashispupilandfriend——regrettedmorethaneverthathehadlosthim,andbeenforcedtoleavehiminthoseearlytimes,whenhemighthavehadaninfluenceoverhim,havebroughthimintothatonlytruechurchtowhichtheFatherbelonged,andenlistedhiminthenoblestarmyinwhichamaneverengaged——meaninghisownsocietyofJesus,whichnumbers(sayshe)initstroopsthegreatestheroestheworldeverknew;——warriorsbraveenoughtodareorendureanything,toencounteranyodds,todieanydeath——soldiersthathavewontriumphsathousandtimesmorebrilliantthanthoseofthegreatestgeneral;thathavebroughtnationsontheirkneestotheirsacredbanner,theCross;thathaveachievedgloriesandpalmsincomparablybrighterthanthoseawardedtothemostsplendidearthlyconquerors——crownsofimmortallight,andseatsinthehighplacesofheaven。
Esmondwasthankfulforhisoldfriend\'sgoodopinion,howeverlittlehemightsharetheJesuit—father\'senthusiasm。\"Ihavethoughtofthatquestion,too,\"sayshe,\"dearFather,\"andhetooktheother\'shand——\"thoughtitoutformyself,asallmenmust,andcontrivetodotheright,andtrusttoheavenasdevoutlyinmywayasyouinyours。Anothersixmonthsofyouasachild,andIhaddesirednobetter。IusedtoweepuponmypillowatCastlewoodasIthoughtofyou,andImighthavebeenabrotherofyourorder;