\'YetIcouldnotlivealone;soItriedthecompanionshipofmistresses。ThefirstIchosewasCelineVarens—anotherofthosestepswhichmakeamanspurnhimselfwhenherecallsthem。Youalreadyknowwhatshewas,andhowmyliaisonwithherterminated。Shehadtwosuccessors:anItalian,Giacinta,andaGerman,Clara;bothconsideredsingularlyhandsome。Whatwastheirbeautytomeinafewweeks?
Giacintawasunprincipledandviolent:Itiredofherinthreemonths。
Clarawashonestandquiet;butheavy,mindless,andunimpressible:
notonewhittomytaste。Iwasgladtogiveherasufficientsumtosetherupinagoodlineofbusiness,andsogetdecentlyridofher。
But,Jane,Iseebyyourfaceyouarenotformingaveryfavourableopinionofmejustnow。Youthinkmeanunfeeling,loose—principledrake:don\'tyou?\'