\'Youmighthavesparedyourselfthetroubleofdeliveringthattirade,\'answeredGeorgiana。\'Everybodyknowsyouarethemostselfish,heartlesscreatureinexistence:andIknowyourspitefulhatredtowardsme:IhavehadaspecimenofitbeforeinthetrickyouplayedmeaboutLordEdwinVere:youcouldnotbearmetoberaisedaboveyou,tohaveatitle,tobereceivedintocircleswhereyoudarenotshowyourface,andsoyouactedthespyandinformer,andruinedmyprospectsforever。\'Georgianatookoutherhandkerchiefandblewhernoseforanhourafterwards;Elizasatcold,impassible,andassiduouslyindustrious。
True,generousfeelingismadesmallaccountofbysome,buthereweretwonaturesrendered,theoneintolerablyacrid,theotherdespicablysavourlessforthewantofit。Feelingwithoutjudgmentisawashydraughtindeed;butjudgmentuntemperedbyfeelingistoobitterandhuskyamorselforhumandeglutition。
Itwasawetandwindyafternoon:Georgianahadfallenasleeponthesofaovertheperusalofanovel;Elizawasgonetoattendasaint\'s—dayserviceatthenewchurch—forinmattersofreligionshewasarigidformalist:noweathereverpreventedthepunctualdischargeofwhatsheconsideredherdevotionalduties;fairorfoul,shewenttochurchthriceeverySunday,andasoftenonweek—daysastherewereprayers。
Ibethoughtmyselftogoupstairsandseehowthedyingwomansped,wholaytherealmostunheeded:theveryservantspaidherbutaremittentattention:thehirednurse,beinglittlelookedafter,wouldslipoutoftheroomwhenevershecould。Bessiewasfaithful;butshehadherownfamilytomind,andcouldonlycomeoccasionallytothehall。Ifoundthesick—roomunwatched,asIhadexpected:nonursewasthere;thepatientlaystill,andseeminglylethargic;herlividfacesunkinthepillows:thefirewasdyinginthegrate。Irenewedthefuel,re—arrangedthebedclothes,gazedawhileonherwhocouldnotnowgazeonme,andthenImovedawaytothewindow。
Therainbeatstronglyagainstthepanes,thewindblewtempestuously:\'Oneliesthere,\'Ithought,\'whowillsoonbebeyondthewarofearthlyelements。Whitherwillthatspirit—nowstrugglingtoquititsmaterialtenement—flitwhenatlengthreleased?\'