Iclearedandsteadiedmyvoicetoreply:“Allischangedaboutme,sir;Imustchangetoo—thereisnodoubtofthat;andtoavoidfluctuationsoffeeling,andcontinualcombatswithrecollectionsandassociations,thereisonlyoneway—Adèlemusthaveanewgoverness,sir。”
“Oh,Adèlewillgotoschool—Ihavesettledthatalready;nordoImeantotormentyouwiththehideousassociationsandrecollectionsofThornfieldHall—thisaccursedplace—thistentofAchan—thisinsolentvault,offeringtheghastlinessoflivingdeathtothelightoftheopensky—thisnarrowstonehell,withitsonerealfiend,worsethanalegionofsuchasweimagine。Jane,youshallnotstayhere,norwillI。IwaswrongevertobringyoutoThornfieldHall,knowingasIdidhowitwashaunted。Ichargedthemtoconcealfromyou,beforeIeversawyou,allknowledgeofthecurseoftheplace;merelybecauseIfearedAdèleneverwouldhaveagovernesstostayifsheknewwithwhatinmateshewashoused,andmyplanswouldnotpermitmetoremovethemaniacelsewhere—thoughIpossessanoldhouse,FerndeanManor,evenmoreretiredandhiddenthanthis,whereIcouldhavelodgedhersafelyenough,hadnotascrupleabouttheunhealthinessofthesituation,intheheartofawood,mademyconsciencerecoilfromthearrangement。Probablythosedampwallswouldsoonhaveeasedmeofhercharge:buttoeachvillainhisownvice;andmineisnotatendencytoindirectassassination,evenofwhatImosthate。
“Concealingthemad—woman’sneighbourhoodfromyou,however,wassomethinglikecoveringachildwithacloakandlayingitdownnearaupas—tree:thatdemon’svicinageispoisoned,andalwayswas。ButI’llshutupThornfieldHall:I’llnailupthefrontdoorandboardthelowerwindows:I’llgiveMrs。Pooletwohundredayeartoliveherewithmywife,asyoutermthatfearfulhag:Gracewilldomuchformoney,andsheshallhaveherson,thekeeperatGrimsbyRetreat,tobearhercompanyandbeathandtogiveheraidintheparoxysms,whenmywifeispromptedbyherfamiliartoburnpeopleintheirbedsatnight,tostabthem,tobitetheirfleshfromtheirbones,andsoon—”
“Sir,”Iinterruptedhim,“youareinexorableforthatunfortunatelady:youspeakofherwithhate—withvindictiveantipathy。Itiscruel—shecannothelpbeingmad。”
“Jane,mylittledarling(soIwillcallyou,forsoyouare),youdon’tknowwhatyouaretalkingabout;youmisjudgemeagain:itisnotbecausesheismadIhateher。Ifyouweremad,doyouthinkIshouldhateyou?”