Sherosecalmandstrengthened:itseemedasifaheavenlyinspirationhadmarkedoutherduty。Tosufferinsilence,suchwasthecoursesheadopted,——alifeofsacrificeandself—denialwhichsheofferedtoGodasanexpiationforherinvoluntarysin。Butwhocanunderstandtheworkingsofthehumanheart?Thismanwhomsheoughttohaveloathed,thismanwhohadmadeheraninnocentpartnerinhiscrime,thisunmaskedimpostorwhomsheshouldhavebeheldonlywithdisgust,she—lovedhim!Theforceofhabit,theascendancyhehadobtainedoverher,thelovehehadshownher,athousandsympathiesfeltinherinmostheart,allthesehadsomuchinfluence,that,insteadofaccusingandcursinghim,shesoughttoexcusehimonthepleaofapassiontowhich,doubtless,hehadyieldedwhenusurpingthenameandplaceofanother。Shefearedpunishmentforhimyetmorethandisgraceforherself,andthoughresolvedtonolongerallowhimtherightspurchasedbycrime,sheyettrembledattheideaoflosinghislove。Itwasthisaboveallwhichdecidedhertokeepeternalsilenceaboutherdiscovery;onesinglewordwhichprovedthathisimposturewasknownwouldraiseaninsurmountablebarrierbetweenthem。
Toconcealhertroubleentirelywas,however,beyondherpower;hereyesfrequentlyshowedtracesofhersecrettears。Martinseveraltimesaskedthecauseofhersorrow;shetriedtosmileandexcuseherself,onlyimmediatelysinkingbackintohergloomythoughts。
Martinthoughtitmerecaprice;heobservedherlossofcolour,herhollowcheeks,andconcludedthatagewasimpairingherbeauty,andbecamelessattentivetoher。Hisabsencesbecamelongerandmorefrequent,andhedidnotconcealhisimpatienceandannoyanceatbeingwatched;forherlookshunguponhis,andsheobservedhiscoldnessandchangewithmuchgrief。Havingsacrificedallinordertoretainhislove,shenowsawitslowlyslippingawayfromher。
Anotherpersonalsoobservedattentively。PierreGuerresincehisexplanationwithBertrandehadapparentlydiscoverednomoreevidence,anddidnotdaretobringanaccusationwithoutsomepositiveproofs。Consequentlyhelostnochanceofwatchingtheproceedingsofhissupposednephew,silentlyhopingthatchancemightputhimonthetrackofadiscovery。HealsoconcludedfromBertrande\'sstateofmelancholythatshehadconvincedherselfofthefraud,buthadresolvedtoconcealit。
Martinwasthenendeavoringtosellapartofhisproperty,andthisnecessitatedfrequentinterviewswiththelawyersoftheneighbouringtown。TwiceintheweekhewenttoRieux,andtomakethejourneyeasier,usedtostarthorsebackaboutsevenintheevening,sleepatRieux,andreturnthefollowingafternoon。Thisarrangementdidnotescapehisenemy\'snotice,whowasnotlonginconvincinghimselfthatpartofthetimeostensiblyspentonthisjourneywasotherwiseemployed。