WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter12WhileMissLintonmopedabouttheparkandgarden,alwayssilent,andalmostalwaysintears;andherbrothershuthimselfupamongbooksthatheneveropened——wearying,Iguessed,withacontinualvagueexpectationthatCatherine,repentingherconduct,wouldcomeofherownaccordtoaskpardon,andseekareconciliation——andshefastedpertinaciously,undertheidea,probably,thatateverymeal,Edgarwasreadytochokeforherabsence,andpridealoneheldhimfromrunningtocasthimselfatherfeet:Iwentaboutmyhouseholdduties,convincedthattheGrangehadbutonesensiblesoulinitswalls,andthatlodgedinmybody。IwastednocondolencesonMiss,noranyexpostulationsonmymistress;nordidIpaymuchattentiontothesighsofmymaster,whoyearnedtohearhislady\'sname,sincehemightnothearhervoice。Ideterminedtheyshouldcomeaboutastheypleasedforme;andthoughitwasatiresomelyslowprocess,Ibegantorejoiceatlengthinafaintdawnofitsprogress:asIthoughtatfirst。
MrsLinton,onthethirdday,unbarredherdoor,andhavingfinishedthewaterinherpitcheranddecanter,desiredarenewedsupply,andabasinofgruel,forshebelievedshewasdying。ThatIsetdownasaspeechmeantforEdgar\'sears;Ibelievednosuchthing,soIkeptittomyselfandbroughthersometeaanddrytoast。Sheateanddrankeagerly;andsankbackonherpillowagainclenchingherhandsandgroaning。`Oh,I
willdie,\'sheexclaimed,`sincenoonecaresanythingaboutme。IwishIhadnottakenthat。\'ThenagoodwhileafterIheardhermurmur,`No,I\'llnotdie——he\'dbeglad——hedoesnotlovemeatall——hewouldnevermissme!\'
`Didyouwantanything,ma\'am?\'Iinquired,stillpreservingmyexternalcomposure,inspiteofherghastlycountenance,andstrangeexaggeratedmanner。
`Whatisthatapatheticbeingdoing?\'shedemanded,pushingherthickentangledlocksfromherwastedface。`Hashefallenintoalethargy,orishedead?\'