Whenmydiseaseabated，Pleyelhadforbornehisvisits，andhadlatelysetoutuponthisjourney。Thisamountedtoaproofthatmyguiltwasstillbelievedbyhim。Iwasgrievedforhiserrors，buttrustedthatmyvindicationwould，soonerorlater，bemade。
Meanwhile，tumultuousthoughtswereagainsetafloatbyaproposalmadetomebymyuncle。Heimaginedthatnewairswouldrestoremylanguishingconstitution，andavariedsuccessionofobjectstendtorepairtheshockwhichmymindhadreceived。Forthisend，heproposedtometotakeupmyabodewithhiminFranceorItaly。
Atamoreprosperousperiod，thisschemewouldhavepleasedforitsownsake。Nowmyheartsickenedattheprospectofnature。Theworldofmanwasshrowdedinmiseryandblood，andconstitutedaloathsomespectacle。Iwillinglyclosedmyeyesinsleep，andregrettedthattherespiteitaffordedmewassoshort。Imarkedwithsatisfactiontheprogressofdecayinmyframe，andconsentedtolive，merelyinthehopethatthecourseofnaturewouldspeedilyrelievemefromtheburthen。
Nevertheless，ashepersistedinhisscheme，Iconcurredinitmerelybecausehewasentitledtomygratitude，andbecausemyrefusalgavehimpain。
Nosoonerwasheinformedofmyconsent，thanhetoldmeI