Hehadgrowntaller;butwithhisincreasedheightheseemedleanerthanever。Also,hewasmorenervous。Withthenervousnessincreasedhispeevishnessandirritability。Thechildrenhadlearnedbymanybitterlessonstofightshyofhim。Hismotherrespectedhimforhisearningpower,butsomehowherrespectwastincturedwithfear。
Therewasnojoyousnessinlifeforhim。Theprocessionofthedaysheneversaw。Thenightshesleptawayintwitchingunconsciousness。Therestofthetimeheworked,andhisconsciousnesswasmachineconsciousness。Outsidethishismindwasablank。Hehadnoideals,andbutoneillusion;namely,thathedrankexcellentcoffee。Hewasawork-
beast。Hehadnomentallifewhatever;yetdeepdowninthecryptsofhismind,unknowntohim,werebeingweighedandsiftedeveryhourofhistoil,everymovementofhishands,everytwitchofhismuscles,andpreparationsweremakingforafuturecourseofactionthatwouldamazehimandallhislittleworld。
Itwasinthelatespringthathecamehomefromworkonenightawareofunusualtiredness。Therewasakeenexpectancyintheairashesatdowntothetable,buthedidnotnotice。Hewentthroughthemealinmoodysilence,mechanicallyeatingwhatwasbeforehim。Thechildrenum\'dandah\'dandmadesmackingnoiseswiththeirmouths。Buthewasdeaftothem。
\"D\'yeknowwhatyou\'reeatin\'?\"hismotherdemandedatlast,desperately。