shewasbentupongoingasusual；sosheorderedthecarriage，andI
wentwithher:nothingloth，ofcourse，foratchurchImightlookwithoutfearofscornorcensureuponaformandfacemorepleasingtomethanthemostbeautifulofGod\'screations；Imightlistenwithoutdisturbancetoavoicemorecharmingthanthesweetestmusictomyears；ImightseemtoholdcommunionwiththatsoulinwhichIfeltsodeeplyinterested，andimbibeitspurestthoughtsandholiestaspirations，withnoalloytosuchfelicityexceptthesecretreproachesofmyconscience，whichwouldtoooftenwhisperthatIwasdeceivingmyownself，andmockingGodwiththeserviceofaheartmorebentuponthecreaturethantheCreator。
Sometimes，suchthoughtswouldgivemetroubleenough；butsometimesIcouldquietthemwiththinking-itisnottheman，itishisgoodnessthatIlove。\'Whatsoeverthingsarepure，whatsoeverthingsarelovely，whatsoeverthingsarehonestandofgoodreport，thinkonthesethings。\'WedowelltoworshipGodinHisworks；andIknownoneoftheminwhichsomanyofHisattributes-somuchofHisownspiritshines，asinthisHisfaithfulservant；whomtoknowandnottoappreciate，wereobtuseinsensibilityinme，whohavesolittleelsetooccupymyheart。
Almostimmediatelyaftertheconclusionoftheservice，MissMurrayleftthechurch。Wehadtostandintheporch，foritwasraining，andthecarriagewasnotyetcome。Iwonderedathercomingforthsohastily，forneitheryoungMelthamnorSquireGreenwasthere；
butIsoonfounditwastosecureaninterviewwithMr。Westonashecameout，whichhepresentlydid。Havingsalutedusboth，hewouldhavepassedon，butshedetainedhim；firstwithobservationsuponthedisagreeableweather，andthenwithaskingifhewouldbesokindastocomesometimeto-morrowtoseethegranddaughteroftheoldwomanwhokepttheporter\'slodge，forthegirlwasillofafever，andwishedtoseehim。Hepromisedtodoso。