Secrecyhasthisdisadvantage:welosethesenseofproportion;
wecannottellwhetheroursecretisimportantornot。WereLucyandhercousinclosetedwithagreatthingwhichwoulddestroyCecil\'slifeifhediscoveredit,orwithalittlethingwhichhewouldlaughat?MissBartlettsuggestedtheformer。Perhapsshewasright。Ithadbecomeagreatthingnow。Lefttoherself,Lucywouldhavetoldhermotherandherloveringenuously,anditwouldhaveremainedalittlething。\"Emerson,notHarris\";itwasonlythatafewweeksago。ShetriedtotellCecilevennowwhentheywerelaughingaboutsomebeautifulladywhohadsmittenhisheartatschool。Butherbodybehavedsoridiculouslythatshestopped。
SheandhersecretstayedtendayslongerinthedesertedMetropolisvisitingthescenestheyweretoknowsowelllateron。Itdidhernoharm,Cecilthought,tolearntheframeworkofsociety,whilesocietyitselfwasabsentonthegolf-linksorthemoors。Theweatherwascool,anditdidhernoharm。Inspiteoftheseason,Mrs。Vysemanagedtoscrapetogetheradinner-partyconsistingentirelyofthegrandchildrenoffamouspeople。Thefoodwaspoor,butthetalkhadawittywearinessthatimpressedthegirl。Onewastiredofeverything,itseemed。Onelaunchedintoenthusiasmsonlytocollapsegracefully,andpickoneselfupamidsympatheticlaughter。InthisatmospherethePensionBertoliniandWindyCornerappearedequallycrude,andLucysawthatherLondoncareerwouldestrangeheralittlefromallthatshehadlovedinthepast。
Thegrandchildrenaskedhertoplaythepiano。
SheplayedSchumann。\"NowsomeBeethoven\"calledCecil,whenthequerulousbeautyofthemusichaddied。SheshookherheadandplayedSchumannagain。Themelodyrose,unprofitablymagical。Itbroke;itwasresumedbroken,notmarchingoncefromthecradletothegrave。Thesadnessoftheincomplete——thesadnessthatisoftenLife,butshouldneverbeArt——throbbedinitsdisjectedphrases,andmadethenervesoftheaudiencethrob。NotthushadsheplayedonthelittledrapedpianoattheBertolini,and\"ToomuchSchumann\"wasnottheremarkthatMr。Beebehadpassedtohimselfwhenshereturned。