Histeetotalismhad,withthelapseofyears,unconsciouslybecometheoutwardandvisiblesigntohimselfofhissecretvows;andareturntoitsopposite,howevermildlydone,signifiedwithceremoniousdistinctnesstheformalacceptanceofdelectationslongforsworn。
ButtheexceedingfreshnessofhisfeelingforPaula,whichbyreasonofitslongarrestwasthatofamanfarunderthirty,andwasawondertohimselfeveryinstant,wouldnotlongbrookweighinginbalances。Hewishedsuddenlytocommithimself;toremovethequestionofretreatoutoftheregionofdebate。Theclockstrucktwo:andthewishbecamedetermination。Hearose,andwrappinghimselfinhisdressing-gownwenttothenextroom,wherehetookfromashelfinthepantryseverallargebottles,whichhecarriedtothewindow,tilltheystoodonthesillagoodlyrow。Therehadbeensufficientlightintheroomforhimtodothiswithoutacandle。Nowhesoftlyopenedthesash,andtheradianceofagibbousmoonridingintheoppositeskyfloodedtheapartment。Itfellonthelabelsofthecaptain\'sbottles,revealingtheircontentstobesimpleaeratedwatersfordrinking。
DeStancylookedoutandlistened。Thegunsthatstooddrawnupwithintheyardglistenedinthemoonlightreachingthemfromoverthebarrack-wall:therewasanoccasionalstampofhorsesinthestables;alsoameasuredtreadofsentinels——oneormoreatthegates,oneatthehospital,onebetweenthewings,twoatthemagazine,andothersfurtheroff。Recurringtohisintentionhedrewthecorksofthemineralwaters,andinvertingeachbottleonebyoneoverthewindow-sill,hearditscontentsdribbleinasmallstreamontothegravelbelow。
HethenopenedthehamperwhichDarehadsent。Uncorkingoneofthebottleshemurmured,\'ToPaula!\'anddrankaglassoftherubyliquor。
\'Amanagainaftereighteenyears,\'hesaid,shuttingthesashandreturningtohisbedroom。